just a little

i dunno where is my heart now...
what i feel....
i just need someone who can cheer me up
hmmm
will there be someone who can understand what i want,
someone who know what i needs
someone who know what i like
someone who can listen about my story
someone who can listen about my day
someone who can cope with my stress and problem
someone who will be there for me when i need a shoulder to cry on?


i just tired and need space and time for myself....
i knw about u. mostly everything.... but do u knw about me?
i just need a little free space from ur self space.... just little...
im not asking of anything.
i just asking for ur care , attention nad again... free time and space in ur heart.

i dunt want to cry.. no more
i dunt want to be sad, no more
i dunt want to be emo, no more
i dunt want to be sensitive , no more
i just want u to understand me and pampered me
with ur heart mind and soul... just a little....

Just a little care will do for me
and
i will say thank you

2 movies on A day!!!!

hmm in the end, last Saturday.... my bf and i were watching 12 rounds... nice movie... although i think about 10 min i sleep inside the cinema.. i still can enjoy the movie hahaha actually im sleppy and tired.. cz whole day i was outside... settled my aunt stuff, meet her clients,and go office to make sure everything will be deliver on monday...by DHL.

But because i want to spend my Saturday nite wit dearling.... thats hwy i force myself and i think was also force dearling to watch movie with me.

Actually i want to watch horor movie.. THE UNBORN.. i like horor movie... but dearling not feel to watch it... so i decide to choose 12Rounds.... hmmm and the unexpected question came up from my dearling...



" why u choose 12 Rounds?"

me ;" ya it is action movie, and i think nice... then if u dunt want to wacth 12 rounds then what movie u want to wacth? Mall cop?"

dearling:" no lha.."

me;" then? the shopaholic??"

dearling :" ya..... can wat.........!!!??!!"

alamakkkk i never expect my dearling want to watch that movie. actually i kinda want to watch it also, but i thot my bf dunt like that kind of girlish movie..... but i think he also like shopaholic movie, bacause all the soundtrack of that movie was nice.. and my bf keep distracting me by saying

" u listennnnnn...... even the song also nice................ why u dunt want to watch?""

hmmm cathay keep playing that soundtrack over nd over again....and my bf also keep mentioned it.huh!

before went out
( i feel want to brace my teeth! my teeth so weird!haha
GOSH! im so fat! fat fat!)

blue-ish....

i told dearling if Bugis got new cinema... it is beside Bugis STREET... new malll called ILUMO... and the cinema called FilmGarde...i knw they got promotion by offering 6 bucks for movie tix, i think till 10 April. i saw their pamflet and flyer that morning.. when i went to Temple....

inside the cinema lobby
( never take so much pics on the cinema cz we were decide to watch another movie... rite there.... hahaha it was last min decision... then dearling decide to wacth Gran torino..)

Gran TORINO WAS AWESOME MOVIE... this movie was great!!! the scenario and the director was great! especially the scenario. the meaning of this movie so deep and quite educating except all those bad language... haha i was so emo and tears come up suddenly in the end of the movie.... i thot it will be happy ending.....but huaaa SO SAD.....

Clint Eastwood u are awesome!!!!!

Would u like to be my grandfather....
my ah kong....
hahhahaa
i will surely dooo

Walt Kowalski (Clint Eastwood) has just lost his wife and his children want him to move out of the old neighborhood and move into a senior citizens' home. Walt doesn't want to move even though more Asian people live in his Detroit neighborhood than Americans. Walt has a problem with Asians ever since he fought them in the Korean War. This prejudice explodes when Thao, the teenage son of the Hmong family next door, tries to steal his mint condition 1972 Grand Torino car. Thao (played by Bee Vang) was pressured by an Asian gang to steal the car as an initiation rite. To regain the family's honor, Thao is forced to work for Walt. Walt begins to protect Thao from the gangs and soon he becomes a target.

Gran Torino was funny movie also.... u will find those funny scene and language there.... like how Clint Eastwood A.K.A Walt Kowalski.... being called WALL-E.... and when in the hospital the nurse called him sounds like" HUsky" haha ( sounds like dog type.. SIBERIAN HUSKY" HAHA)

the Vietnam boy " ThAO" he called like Pao or wat i forget... and the vietnam girl " YOUA" that he called " nyam nyam" cz it was so difficult for him to spell. haha


note:
had popcorn and nachos on that day... huaaaaaa..... it was full but my gastric a bit pain... haha
the ilumo and the cinema there so damn freezing.....
i almost strike 4d!!!! huaaaa but stil no luck for me! huaaaaaa
feel want to have cake.. choc mouse rhum cake... where can i get it?
still craving for pizza.... oh my oh my.. my pizzzaaaa

Dinnering

Dunt think that every weekend i am free .... the fact is not! im helping my aunt stuff.. i work at home... meet her client... go office.... take invoice, D/O, settled the payment , and a lot of things.. aiyooo my head can explode!!!!! somemore i think my phone bill will so expensive.. haha cz evrytime i make call to my aunt at indo. Nevermind, as long my aunt willing to pay it. and i dunt mind to help her also, cz i also can knw their clients...( haha hope i can get another jobs next time, haha i am starting to build my social networking. haha) and the good things.. i've got pay! wohooo.... even the pay like " thank you" pay... but still make my eyes sometimes WOW.. BLINKing! 0.O haha but sometimes work for free... haha

finished working around 7.30 today which was Friday... hua... tired! DEARLING.... told me he has to work tml, which is Saturday, so we decide to just meet at town.... but he told me that he will come to my place 1st. and the stupid things, was i dunt have any idea.... where will he want to do... so i never prepare... just wait for him... then when he reached... he saw me havent changed, he began to nag me.... EHHHHHHHHH.....i also dunno what will we gonna do.... and i thot maybe end up just at my place. sooo i was so rush changed ,,, and i dunno what should i wear ( my bf sometimes keep complained abt my clothes, like not proper, not nice, and bla2... ya i also dunno where we will go, and somemore everytime i feel i wear nice, he said " not nice". but if i say i wear not nice ." he will say too nice" huh! i dunt understand... sometimes,)... cz i also dunno where we will going....or do......

and the result was............. DINNERING...... hahahaha.....

Had Dinner at Popeye's chicken at Singapore Flyer...

Dearling want to order 4 pcs of chicken, i go mad and told him dont! cz i just eat one.... and will not eat so many... then.... dearling came up with this whole set.. 3 pcs chicken, 2 coleslaw 1 mashed potato and he ordered the drumlets somemore.. aiyoooooooo.... spoilt my diet! haha...

walked around at F1 arena... quite nice can feel the F1 atmosphere there. hahaha oh ya.. found this YAKULT VENDING MACHINE!!! wohoooo at Singapore Flyers... so cute.... huaaa i am YAKULT addicted.. so i think if this vending machine available everywhere such as my school and other public place , i will keep spend money on it. hahaha

I LOVE YAKULT

i think i will ask my dearling watch THE UNBORN ..... today.. saturday.... haha i dunno he can or not. i think i just buy the ticket and surprised him... how ya??.. hahaha

ps:
saw nice sweaters at MANGO... but so expensive 99 bucks! huaaa damn nice but damn ex also.... but i will get it.. i will have it... but dunno when.... i must think carefully b4 i but it!... haha feel want to buy new short also....hmmm but 35 bucks... haha i think i will search 1st at Bugis.. who knws i can get around 15 bucks... hahahha cz wearing shorts for me is just like wear underwear... cz all my tops mostly like dress or long t-shirt. haha

i feel a bit apart from dearling... dunno why.... am i too emotic? hmmm i m emotic also because of him... i just dunno how to become a real gf.... a good gf ... so far i just a lousy gf... and i just keep crying and crying in inside or outside.. my feeling.... hua..... i just want to be" sayang" by him.... and cuddling with him.... hmmm

Oyasuminasai
....

SexyBack

is SHE A sexy back...... girl...

cit cit cuit............

wohooo

sexyger....

Saw this aunty when i was working... and secretly took the pic ...
hahahaha SO SHOCK..
many ppl look at her..... hmmm
can u all guess how was her looks like?
hmmmm
FYI
u can luff anf FAINT!!!
HAHAHHAHA

Sober weekend...

Last Saturday... after all those gastronomical tripS and become my aunt assistant a while........ suddenly dearling asked whether i want to go club or not....( actually im a bit tired.. but as long with my baby is okay.... and feel like so long never go also.. :)

and the result was

TADAHHHHHH
my 1st Phuture at Zouk... ya i knw.. im so lame...haha

GOSH! I DUNNO WAT HAPPEN TO ME...
why all the pics were like these....

GOSH! this one.. i think i was already so blur... whos fault? me or mybf?? huh? ermmm my dearling never drink....( hmmm proud of u.. but.. try a bit lhaaa....) so i took his drinks lo.... and the result.... quite make me .... ya...... still okay... but still... haha

eranthe and me and below is her bf..... FATASSSSS.... haha ( saw security guy looks like him at zouk... at glance i thot it was him.. feel like want to shout! but lucky never... cz it wasn't... hahaha told abt that to E.... and she luff hahhahah )

otw back home.. ya i went back to my place.. not my dearling home...cz in the morning i must take care something... not really working but still working....

on the way back home dearling passed by the beancurd shops.... YAY! I LOVED IT! he bought for me also.... in the next day i ate 2 bowl of beancurd and 1 cup grassjelly.. near the selegie rd hahahahaha it was so nice.....



Overall that nite..i think my looks so ugly... huaaa so fat! i just feel not nice... i was not prepare.. cz i thot maybe not going. Hmmm actually the club quite fun.. but E and me feel that , the music not suitable for us... and the crowd not nice! too crowded.. and FYI a lot of ger looks like aunties... but dress up like youngsters... hahaha

i am not RICH

:> my dearling

What i had been doing these few days ago. till i was a bit so tired.... to bought this belt from Domanchi.... for my dearling.. it was the present from me........somemore during my classes 2 weeks ago , i keep see around all the shop that selling belt... and i found this one! yey... i knw... he will like it.... hmmm actually i knw he want to have new wallet... but i dunno how to choose.... hehe
( just dunt say all those nonsence things that can make me DIS--- hmmm all disconnection.. disappointed... and many more dis......i work i earn and i knw how to spend and save my bucks...i think u knw what im trying to say.)

SHOOT THE ZOMBIES.....

hahaha try to play left4dead.. after watched Street Fighter .... hmm not really nice ... but still okay.i just like to see Chun li face... haha pretty
1st time play i cannt take it.. so confusing... but i think nw im so much better.... i can save my team and my dearling.... hahahaha so much fun.... but so fast to get bored also.. hehe

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Yippiieeee got this external harddisk from my dearling.... hmm actually i asked him to help me buy during the IT fair... cz im working..... it is 320 gb cost 109 bucks.... and i want to repay my dearling...but he said.... no need. really meh? hahahaha but i feel not nice..... i think i will pay half.... ok?i want the red ones... but no more.......... huhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhu.. during IT fair..dearling shopped quite a lot....hmmm

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Long time never camwhoring......
hahaha no time no time.. no time...

( i feel like getting fatter and fatter... huaaaa i think i must on diet... MUST!)

I feel like try to control my hunger... and hope i can have my pizza on weekend............ huaa really craving for pizza....
dunno why..
i just want to eat.. pizza...... pizzaaaa.. pizza.....

Foodies with my aunt..

All these food were taking on last Saturday@ Teowchew MonghENG Restaurant at Keypoint..... it was so nice.... but i just can eat a bit.... my stomach kinda not so well.... hmm can u believe it....... it was the biggest meal i ever had!!!! hahahaha

( actually got one more dishes! the veggie with scallop.. but i couldn't take the pic.. cz really paiseh.... why? because we ate with the my aunt clients.. and i keep took the pics of the food... hahaha and the dishes only 5 dishes...... cz i already keep mention that my aunt, my aunt friend and me, just had lunch also. haha)

Duck....
gosh.....i just eat the smelly veggie hahaha i dunt like DUCKS!

Crab with fried onion and egg

Steam pomfret fish... it was so nice...

Dessert :
Yam... OMG.. this one really yummy!! i think i knw how to make it... haha

Before we had those food above... just 1 hour ago we had this one.... at Novena... Seoul Yummy restaurant ... with my aunt and her friends and daughter... again...... im also trying not eat so much.....hahahha just had the soup.




huaaa wondered... how fat i am nw.... hahaha but guesss what...... actually im not really have those things beside the yam paste! when all ppl had their rice.. im not.... haha and after that... settled all the things.. then.. went to facial.... hahaha near my place there.. textile center. Again?/ my aunt ask me whether i want to have facial or not. then without any hesitation.... i said YES.... somemore it was 38 bucks... promotion price... and my aunt thots it was cheap.... and the result.... so good.... i like when they put on the mask.. they put 2 times.. 1st layer is kind of lavender smell the after that , the like put some cloth then applied another mask.. it was mint.... huaaa so nice.... soothing.... i think i will go there again, cz the result not make my face red... and have markkksss hahaha i think i will go there again.. @ Nouri.. Textile Center...

at night suddenly my bf asked me go club.... and there will be his friend also.... i didn't have any idea, if it will be at zouk... phuture.... it was my 2nd time went to zouk and 1st time went to phuture. huahuahaha

cz my dearling not drink at all. ya i took 3 drinks..... and so fast get high.............in the end... haha a bit blur....but i got my dearling beside me.. so it was okay.

will update about the club... soon... after i get the pic from Eranthe..... hahaha she was also there.. mian mian! and tried her new digicam..... hmm sony.... t77 i think....

Happy 5th month's Dearling

Happy 5th months Anniversary's dear..... hmmmm i knw its kinda late... its should be yesterday i post this out... but im too tired these couple days.... busying with work...... IM SO EXHAUSTED!!!! i really a bit sad i cannt prepared anything for this aniv... a bit lost with the idea... but i already prepared since 2 weeks ago.... .... hmmm i hope he will like it.

this month my aniv is really kinda so sad.... ya.. its so sad but also quite happy.... i read all my friends blog... with their aniv bash... quite envy.... but im okay.... cz im happy too..... dearling finnaly text me... when i was sleeping...( ya, ytd i slept so early..)

12/34 am 180309

"Happy together day darling..i love u evens in urs and my dreams ! Goodnitez..."

ya, its short and simple but i like it....

thought that he will never greet me...hehe hmmm i just hope evrything will be better and better... even now like a lot of problems come....just hope we can settle it.....

But this aniv really so blues... for me..... i decide to work..... ya.. i knw... if i work... means i will so tired.... and most likely will never see my dearling... i was planning and have thoughts to come to his place... but these few days seems so tired for me... feel i can cry.....my legs so tired, my shin also... damn pain!

In the end... ya , never meet my dearling today... which was yesterday.... i just stayed home... watching show... was sleeping a while... then phoning with him... feel want to cryy.... tears was almost come out... feel like hua... " we are in the same country... small country some more.. but we only meet 1 or days a week.... " Crazyyyyyy...

Again,
Happy Anniversary's Dearling
i love u
more and more...
huaaaa
now i really saddddddddddddddddddd

Hello kitty Lovers??

AM I HELLO KITTY LOVERS?

my Pencil and pen Case.....
i THINK i have lost one of my hello kitty pencil. i dunno where i put. hmmm

Chopstick!
actually i have a set.. but dunno where i keep it....

This one my friend, Dev bought for me with the correction pen i think....i forgot liao. but the stapple seems not workin.. and a bit spoilt liao.. i think i will try to figure it out what's wrong with it.

my aunt bought for me! passport holder

nEW mobile chain
( I put together with the kaleidoscope that dearling gave for me.. means... i still and will use the things that he gave and not waste it. haha)

This one i bought myself online.. hahaha its furry.. and so comfort...

this one also... at Takashimaya
( eXCEPT the small purse that my aunt gave.. hmm never used it)

New hello Kitty stuffs..... bought with my aunt at Takashimaya! hahahahha..
and its freeeeeee huahahahaha

Actually i not really like hello kitty, but evrytime go out with my aunt.. she will go to this kind of SANRIO shop to shop her Hello kitty STUFFS! 1st I thot is for her daughter.. but NOPE! It is from herself,.... hahaha then, i dunt want missed a chance... i also take whatever i like... but i stilll have brain... OKAY... i will never take the stuffs that are not important and in the end become trash! hahaha so last wed, I just take pen , file ( to put all the letter and bills receipt that i help keep ) new stapple... wohooo so nice ... ruler.. to change my old hello kitty ruler that already spoilt and got ink ... and mobile keychain.. wohoooo so nice.... nice nice.... hehehe

i will not shop this Hello Kitty stuffs alone... because... it is damn expensive... and for me , i think not worth it.... hahaha but as long as my aunt willing to pay for me.. then it is ok. haha .. ya.. this Hello Kitty stuffs mostly made in JAPAN... luckly.. it is not made in CHINA!!! hahaha but some of them that sale either at TAKA, Vivo city, chinatown Point, are made in China too. For me, evrytime i buy this hello kitty stuffs i will see the back side and see whether it is made in Japan or China. if it is made in China, i will think twice. hahaha

MADE IN JAPAN

how it feels like???

When u find out someone that had been in ur life hmmm such as ur ex-gf or bf find their new bf/gf? hmmm what it feels like?

Here is my thot wbout what i will feels like:

1. FEEL SO JEALOUS

wHY? of course the jealous feeling will appear suddenly, unexpectedly and continously, until we can accept the fact that he/ she already with someone else.

2. FEEL SO SAD

why? actually we no need to feel sad, if in the other hand we also already have our new relationship with other and it is better. But those sad feeling will just naturally appeared. Feel sad that we feel that we don;t want to admit it and keep thinking about it and in the end, we end up with or stress....

3. FEEL SO COMPETING

why? We feel that we want to know , with whom, how it is looks like, how far their relationshio, we just want to think and feel that we are superior that he/ she. We do not want to loose with his/ her new relationship and we also still think that we are better and the best. But how if he / she really better than us? only one worst that i can think of" COMPETE"

yA, i will secretly to compete and upgrade myself to become better hope someone can feel those regret feeling because we are moreeeeee good than his/ her new gf/ bf.. haha so evilllllll haha

4. FEEL SO BROKENHEARTED

Actually its is quite funny. What is the reason for being so broken hearted if we also have our new lovely and better relationship than before?

hahaha i think it is because we are human and we just always feel not enough and selfish. But thise feeling , the heart pain will not go away... Maybe, we feel so brokenhearted becayse feep inside our hearts, we still have that feeling.... Even it is only 0.0001% but still, we still have that" FEELING"

the last feeling that will occur is....

5. FEEL WANT TO DISTRACT AND TO RUIN THEIR REALTIONSHIP!!!


hUAhahahahaha it feels so crazy and so bad... it is selfish and crazy. But i think all of u that have this kind of experience will agree with me. hahaha

in conclusion..... the process that we will feel is will be like this:

we know--> he/she ----> new gf/bf---> u feel so sad---> curious---> investigate it----> finding the truth---> conclusion-----> dunt want to admit it---> become evil--->
try to SEPARATE them.

HAHAHHAHHAHHAA

IT IS JUST SO " EVIL" hmmmm maybe if it is better if the conclusion is

" we happy about it cherish it and hope their new relation ship is better and they will be happy"

it is just so angelic thinking like that ... it will need so brave heart to admit it.

So, which one u will choose, become evil or angel?

i think,for myself i will chooseeee hmmmmmm

it is SECRET!!!

HAHAHA


SECRET

late-post of emo-ing

School started on Last Wed. Unexpectedly, on that day i was also have my part time job. so... 8am i am in Taka and by 2 pm i left Taka to Dhouby Ghout to attend my 1st class , then 6pm went back to Taka again to continue my work till it closed at 10pm. hmm how tired it was!

i know this is kinda so late post... but a lot things happened so i lazy to post it. example, had emo-ing session with my bf and i think it was just because im so tired and stress. i felt that i dunt have enough time for my own life and dedicated take care of others.

it was already several days i couldn't sleep properly.. maybe thats why im so exhausted. i have a really scary nightmare that happend continuously. Dreamt that i keep vomiting and what i vomit is all BLOOD and have like veins come out from my mouth. hua..so scary....

i AM SO SORRY FOR MY BF THAT ALWAYS " KENA" MY STRESS AND EMO-ING SESSIONS.

he is the one and only victim that i can think of it. hahaha somemore he keep told me to bring me to see mental doctor, to examine my mental condition. huahahaha for what? hahaha i think he also must go there to examine himself and his anger management. ha ha ha


Last weekend im sort of ruin my Saturday nite dating wit my bf.. hmm so sorry about that... i just dunt like.....( ya ya ya will not give any further explanation and story) i just cannt control my emotion and tears... huaaa tired .... why this things keep happened. but in the end we managed to watch PUSH!!!! at night.. IT IS QUITE NICE MOVIE... dakota fanning was one of the main cast!... and she is the watchers... the one who can see the future... this movie remained me of HEROES tv shows... but the main plot or the main idea of this movie is not really strong... feel a bit not interesting.... the interesting parts just the when all the cast were showing their ability.... their power...




Finished movie... we went back.. walked.. till my place.... i like when we walk like that.... i just cannt describe the feeling... we stopped to buy beancurd near the Selegie rd..... dearling bought for me 2 packet of beancurd... and 1 packet of quiling gao jelly... ( planning to give my sis eat... but in the end i ate allll... hahhahahahhahahhahaha the BEANCURD NICE!!!!! NICE!!!! NICE!!!!! even it already keep in the fridge 2 days also still nice... hmmm nice... i like.. now left the jelly... hahaha)

we walked , and talked.... and suddenly he send sms ( i think) to know the 4D result... hahaha and suddenly smile and abit laugh.... and ask me , whether i really bought for him the 4D....

Ya... i bought 1101... on Saturday 2 big 2 small.... and it is STRIKE... hahahaha



my dearling is so lucky.. ohh dunt forget.. im also involve on that 4d OK? it was because of me.. then, he can strike it... hahahahaha ( ok dearling? put me in ur lucky charm ok? haha)

hmmm overall i just feel like i am such a lousy gf! dunno how to become a good gf... so sad....

ps: was waiting for dearling to reach his place till 3 am... haha somemore i have mywork on 8am... hahaha ya.. in the end .... i sleep around 4am.. hahaha even dearling told me not to wait for him.. but im worried.... hmmm suddenly after all the a bit EMO-ing sms along his way to reach home... he told me that i was pretty ( i wore so purplish on my saturday nite haha) and also when i wore the white ones..... which is i dunno what he means... i thinkkk it is when i wore this dress.. hahaha






hahahha ok enough for pics of my self... now it turns for my newwww toys... haha blackberyyyy freeeeeeeeeeeee from my aunt.,... she let me to use the blackberry.. but the cheapest ones... cz bold and the other type is so expensive.. haha( no need to give me the expensive ones is also alrite... haha i will apreciate what she will give me to use it.. haha such as her Prada wallet, Prada bag... MIUMIU clothes... hahaha like all branded.. le..... but im seldom using it also, i havent have those feel being Branded girl... haha i am just a girl next door and i like ethnic and traditional stuffs more) huaaa so excited... but i dunno how to use it... so i just keep it 1st.. hmm actually im waiting for my cousin to bring the silicon case.... to protect the blackberyy.. cz i feel it is so Fragile hahaha

i think it is 8320 series.. somemore one of my classmates also using this type of blackberry.. haha.. i think must learn from her.. haha

btw i received my name tag.. finally.. goodbye to all those fake name tag.. and welcome my real name tag.... huaaaaa so happy.. hahaha thx uuuuuuuu

sorry for Her

u always in my heart friend.... miss u

When u grow up ..... a lot of tasks that we need to do and it is just make ourselves become busier day by day.Friends that we have suddenly been missing. It is not because they don't want to make a friend with us anymore but because of ourselves who become busier and forget that we have them. FRIENDS.

My friend suddenly lost her friends because she become busier with her work. she work everyday and most of her times are spend for her jobs. no time for have fun or just have a little girl talk.... just forgettin all the times when high school or uni time... when there are so much time to play around, hanging around, have a fun chit chat even the chat goes no where....but stilll.. it is so much fun. i just sorry for her, cz i cannt help her so much. i also have my part time work and it is also make me feel a bit no LIFE!.. ya... like last weekend i spend my days on my work place... till late. no dating at all with my bf. actually i feel guilty also with my bf, cz i choose to work on weekend but no choice also in the other hand i need to earn money....there is somethin i planning to do. .. and it need money.


hhuaaaa.. ya grow older means need a lot of responsibility to take care of it. hope i still have my time to chit chat with frens, spend time with bf, and also have my own private life for sure.i just miss all my teenage life? hua?? my teenage life? which one? i think my teenage life also just ordinary... nothing special. after school have tuition... tuition and tuition...... even my past dating life..i think just went like that... nothin special. hahaha ya overall i just an ordinary girl who likes to stay at home . Home sweet home.....

again... my fren.,.. dunt worry... i will be there, when u need a friend to talk to. i knw we have distant but..... it not means we become apart okayy??? ganbatte ok?? gut luck for uuuuuu and even u busy.... i am sure u have time to have ur own life..... ganbatteeeeeeee