to Love, to Forgive and to Forget

love is somethin that sometimes sound so real, happy and everything is just so unbelievable. when u feel love means that u already reached certain kind of relationship levels.

For me, love is just not so easy like so easy when i said and told someone that i love him. Perhaps, it was just a safe word to let him know that i love someone so much. But when i feel that i really love someone, i will feel so down and drop into the level of sadness that can make mood so irritating. cannt feel my appetite, even close my eyes, to relax myself from the stressfulness, i couldn't do that. MEANS.. i really love this person.

So far, from my last relationship before, i dunno why for now.. i just feel a bit insecure, feel so afraid of lost this person. i just scared that this person will leave me .... maybe now i really feel in love after few years back.... my process of loving someone sounds so sucks and now really came true and turn so fast and i got this feeling that i couldn't explain

yeah... Love is so complicated.. no wonder a lot of ppl in this world craving for love but also, some of them dunt want to be in love. Why? because love is so complicated and if u are not ready to feel the hurt and pain , u better stay away from love.

Love is like our daily meal. Everyone need love to each other ...but love between man and woman is the most complicated . It needs two person in the relationship to sail the boat... to fly the plane ( hmm i think now have AUTOPILOT.. lol), to drive the car( OK THIS NONSENCE haha), not just like one person who in charge of everything and one of them is the worker.

Understanding and trust is the precious things in "love". How u can love the person unconditionally if u ar not understand each other? Trust.. trust is also important. We can maintain our relationship by trust each other. If u already consistent and sure that u love someone so much... u must trust him or her. Because the person that u trust is ur soulmate. U knw him or her better than the others and the important is this is ur bf /gf . So if u think u really in love with ur bf/ gf better to TRUST and believe that he or she will never try to hurt ur feeling.

Forgive and Forget of what he or she did and take it for your lesson to make this ship stronger and stronger. This is the path of our life.. no matter what we have been hurt by someone just try to forgive and forget.

Maybe it sounds so easy to forgive and forget, but the fact perhaps it need time to think, then to decide to forgive and forget.

Just think for ourself... for our benefits of life. We are just live once at a time, dunt make "enemies". Think that we will change for the sake of someone that we love , someone that we really care and the most important is we want to change to become a better person .

Think that what we have been through is the process of of life and it is the meaning to live in this world.

The pain is just the starter to achieve the greatest amount of happiness.

i'm sorry

I know there's really nothin left to say.just know i'm here wherever u need me. and i will wait for u.

take ur time i won't go anywhere, i will be there for u and i hope u find everything u need.
and i will be here waiting to see, u find urself to come back to me.

i will wait for u, cz i dunno what else i can do.
Dont tell me i ran out of time, if it takes the rest of my life.
if u thinkin i am fine, it just not true. i really NEED U in my life. no matter what i have to do.


forgive me, of what i did to u.
promise that i will never hurt ur feeling
I LOVE U
this is my promise ti u that i make for u tonite..

I MISS U