Saturday blues...

i want to have HOLIDAY.....



taken from my bff facebook.. haha " for ake, this is when u have ur 1st honeymoon trip.. hmm i think somewhere arnd peninsula , melb. there. haha"

Picsssss from the flag book shoot...by Steffi

( want to upload the expressions ones, but so much.. lazy to adobe, haha)

ok i knw this post will not colorful haha cz im LAZY!!!!!

Hm.......when the rest of couples cuddling each other, hand in hand, watch movie, windows shopping ,coffee-ing, tea-ing, supper-ing together on SATURDAY nite... me and him? WORKING!!! and coulnd't meet each other... haha just stay at our own space and room and do our own things. haha ( but still texting and phoning... haha... but still made my Saturday become saturday blues.. HAHA... joking only lha... haha even we not meet u still thinking of me, so it is enuf , better then not. haha i knw u will replay " silly ger"")

so tired these few days... dunno why..maybe i already feel bored of my daily activity, which is spend my half days and sometimes whole day at TAKASHIMAYA. haha feel like want to get away from there, and find other place to hangout or maybe windows shopping. haha but i still want to work at Taka. The work environment there so nice and comfort. Firstly, i thought work there, i will make new friends with middle age woman, guy, until the old uncle and aunties. Yap! it is true and fact. There are some of the youngster also. that seems every time try to look up to my stall. I dunno why.. the only i can do just SMILE. haha. Its glad to knw that everyone is concern and treat me nice rite there.

MOstly, the aunties who work there thought that i am 16-18 years old. haha alamak... so YOUNG!!! i also want, but the true is im over 20. haha and they SHOCK!!!! haha auntie from OMU rice shop, also thot that i am 17 years old, and when i told her, that i am over 20, she doesnt believed it. 2 days ago somemore, this OMU rice auntie, keep touching and pinch my cheeks and chin. haha she said that im so CUTE.... and Pretty... " Hen Khe Ai, Hen Phiao Liang" haha i dunt knw i spell it correct or wrong. haha Then? i just stoning and blurry... haha but she said if i want to eat the omu rice just go there and asked. not only Omu rice shop but the KOno Pizza shop also. haha ask me to go there and just asked . FREE. hmmm too bad for me , dunno when i will eat the OMU rice and Kono Pizza. HAHA cz im not really take rice thats why feel will be wasted. and the kono pizza, its so oily and FATTENIng. scared to eat it. haha BUT a loTTA THANK you FOR ME TO all of the ppl who work there. from the celaning service until the manager or supervisor, who handle the Taka treat me so well and friendly.

But, It will ending soon.... hiks... im so sad.... December will start schooling, no time to work, but i agree to work from 6-8 Dec to replace the kakak. hua.. which is.... i will work whole day long, and somemore during those days, Takashimaya will be open till 10.30. hua..... and it will be weekend!!! DIE DIE DIE sure die one... but i must me STRONG..... haha im not superwoman but i am WONNDERRR WOMAN ... haha like today, i must handle the customer by myself... and so crowded somemore. i can faint!!!

ya... these couple of days, i feel bored and tired. maybe not enuf sleep. i feel that arnd 3 plus i will sure get dizzy and feel want to collapse.. haha... i knw later they also will not pity me, cz it is my fault not eating. haha IM EATING... but not so much, cz i feel better i used the break time TO TAKE A NAP, even just fr 45 min. haha hua... but i try to keep smiling and served the customer in a good way.

Hua i most fall asleep just NOW!!! HAHA Hm... now alreadu almost 2 am. i havent shower yet. i knw my LOVER( u see dear.... i change the " hubby" to " LOVER" like wat u asked me to write. haha PAISEH le....... but i think my blog also no one read so it ok. haha)
Why i havent showeR yet? hmmm instead of my laziness because i still have his smell on my cloths! haha DUNT THINK about sumthin FAR.. MATURED , or SEXUAL orientation. haha WHY? cz all is wrong!!! the truth is... i have his smell bcz our perfume the smell is SAME!!! haha so better not waste it... haha im also wll sleeping soon, even i just woke up around 11pm but i still feel sleepy... haha, i think i will just bathing tmr... haha to late already later got RHEUMATIC.. haha

This is STINGRAY skin wallet.. hmmm what can i say? haha i knw it is so interesting but STINGRAY? haha anyway.... my BF like it and want to buy it. haha i search online, and only can find at e-bay, and cheaper. haha i think his style and my style so diff.. so who will ADJUST? haha the answer is NO ONE!!!! haha just be ourself... cz the different can be the harmony and melody.. haha wth... haha

see how the diffrent style of him and my style... ,the stingray wallet have the .. hmm like red zebra ornament... and me just the classic and nothing special ornament A.K.A so COMMON... haha

hmm must wake up arnd 8 am then back to work again . today is THE LAST DAY!!! ahahhahaha i will miss all the ppl there.... haha but i miss my LOVER more... haha but THIS SUNDAY, he also will working. huaaaaa . i think both of us so BUSY!!!! haha duunno when me and him can really have time together, without thinking about working stuff." TML u working?"" what time u work " " What time u finished" haha all is the common chat between me and him. haha He ALSO want me to post abt him!!!! haha And post his photo. haha ya i will see, IF there is nice and the ugly pics or not. then i will compare it. NIce which means, short hair and seems to be... hmm not ugly. and is there any other words to subtitute the UGLY word,.... haha how about MESSY.. or hmmmm NOT SO UGLY and NOT SO NICE? haha muachmuach.... confirm when he read my blog he will said " SILLY GER.."


HAHHAHAHAHAHa

ok lha gtg to sleep and just bath in the morning.. haha hope im not lazy too haha

ps: hua.. hope my itchiness will recover soon. i think i got allergic or bite by some insect. but why only the left side that itchy? haha weird....

sleepy rainy DAY

Me and the pAPer Ice Cream :) by Stefi

HUA... i think all the file already send it to my sharing folder . Thank you Teph!!! and ZUM GEBURSTAG VIEL GLUCK .... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... may ur wish and dream come true!!! haha some expression pics i will put together and post it.. but not NOW. IM TOO SLEEPY...

CLEAN-UP my desktop!!!! haha i forgot to take print screen, how messy annd crowded my desktop.... even i already cleaned up.. there still not enuf space... huh!!!?? { this is after i clean-up my desktop ...

Looks im so nARsistic with my self, even my desktop picture is MYSELF. i dunt have my hubby pics... and havent take pics together. Next time sure will put our pic, or UR PIC only,,, but now.. i still enjoying the picture of myself. haha sori dear..:p

Who not agree with me, if these few days, seems the weather not too friendly? sometimes its so bright with the sun shining so strong... until u can feel u will have skin cancer because of it!!! But some ppl do like sun.. for sun TANNING. but not me, i think im already quite dark.. so no need to be tan.... ( haha actually i feel want to try but im too scared to get burn...)haha and suddenly the sky change into cloudy moody and can feel that the rain will come soon... haha so PREPARE FOR UR UMBRELLA, ANYWHERE YOU GO.... cz rain will never tell u when they want to come....

here is a children song lyrics abt RAIn. This song was sing and teach by me( but not me who create it) and also the most request song when i become the asistant vocal training for a bunch of kiddo during my secondary school. YAP! I WAS LECTURING WHILE IM IN SEC SCHOOL!!! haha and all the parents of the kiddo, so shock when knw, im still in secondary school. but still they still want to hear my advice. haha sometimes i feel silly. Why? because i can give maturing advice for the parents about their children progress. What it need to be work on, or what that is dont need to work on . THEY RESPECT ME SO MUCH!!!! haha THANK U

" Rain rain go Away.... come again another day.. little children want to play... rain Rain go away.."

Hm..... im so sleepy today. same as my hubby too.... he sleep whole day long!!!! haha like SLEEPING BEAUTY... but i understand clearly, why he so tired and need to sleep so long..... ( no problemo dear.... just take a rest and keep sleepin....to recharge ur body and mind.... so u can work better and energetic.. and not GRUMPY... will missiing u... )


im also sleep soon... tmr which is Monday i start to work again!!!! hehe... i knw its tiring , but im happy... better than stay at home and nothin to do. haha

Just nw i went to Mustafa... Mustafa and my place so nearby, so just on foot, walk to go there. I think i spend almost 100 bucks, but not sure also. haha buy groceries to make like Indonesian traditional food and snacks. haha somemore i found NORI!!! YEEE, i can make sushi then.... and then buy ruffless potato chips , instant pancake and also BANANA. hIKS i scared of eating banana.... want to see my weight now!!! hahaha


Hua ... im so sleepy!!! cannt take it already... need to go bed soon !!! soon! sooon!

my hubby said he dunt like December month!!!! hiks so sad le... hiks... but i think now he trying to like it. I HOPE SO!!! haha,

I will make it THIS month so interesting as possible ( haha this post is still on November... but still he dunt like this november MONTH also!!!... )... cz this is my MONTH!!! DECEMBER!!!! so just wait till this December come and lets see what will happen with my life... haha:)

OYASUMINASAI everyone........

Thank u.. DANKE

THANK YOU <3<3<3>

Today, ok, it should be yesterday, cz today is already SATURDAY... HAHA

Yesterday.... which is several hours ago..... hmm i think i was keep saying THANK YOU not only for my hubby but also other ppl. i dunt knw why today i like to keep saying THANK YOU.

on the bus say thank u to the driver when go up and go down( but why ppl stare at me? isn't not polite ,if say thx u for the driver that already drive the bus to ur destination ?haha no no im not show off but i want to say it!!! THANK YOU)
met Noni to borrow her book, and said THANK U( this one MUST)
phoning with Dev and SAID THANK YOU for printing my project! i owe u....!!!! Thx
bought dinner, keep saying THANK YOU
on the lift, saying Thank You... even i think i never do or ask anything... just said Thank you while reached my floor.
phoning with my auntie and say THANK YOU, CZ she will buy me something for presents.

and
and
and

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR MY DEARRRRRRRRRRRRRR........

never expected u will come down here, to bring me herbal tea and 2 pkt Honey sticks. hahaha hope i will recover soon... but now, still painfulll... haha.. u try to suprise me huh??? hahaha thx u... thx u... thx uuuu so much... OWE U.... BIG BIG HUG... AND KISSES.... hahahaha ( i knw the pics above so lame.. but i purposely take to show it to u dear...and how i thank TO u so much!!! haha btw the tea still too sweet for me... haha but stilll i drink it.. dunt worry)

Hm.... exam will begin this few hours .... hope i can do it!!!! feel bored and lazy to study... but that scared feeling still there. Thats why i have this migrain, and sore throat. Sore throat because i was keep vomitting on Thursday. I was stress, even i ate , the food can not go down...Cannt digest well, thats why suddenly feel want to vomit!!! and NOW, i think my throat have a sore, but only right side. its pain to swallow the food. hmmm why this happen so sudden. hmmm

i Think i will sleep soon and try to wake up at 6 to study. hmmmm and also must wake my sunshine...... HE WILL WORKING ON SATURDAY!!!!! as i remembered , Last Saturday he also workin. haha poor things!!!! somemore its quite voluntarry i guesssssssss cz no extra money or UNPAID for the extra hours... HAHA..... GAMBATTE!!!! JIA YOU!!!

I think i will competing with his work and he also quite competing with my part time work and school.. haha MEANS...... haha dunno when me and him can meet. hahaha we are living in the one small same country and town( hmm but ur place damn far for mine!!! haha) ..... but seems still... hard to meet. haha...... but like usual it is still ok for me, even deep inside my heart.... hikshikshiks..... ( eh..... why suddenly i become so emo.... cannt cannt cannt.. i am strong girl... already used to with loneliness even i have bf in my side.. SO this one also must strong!!!!!!haha....)


Yap... now im blogging and chatting with VIVI... she also already give up to study!!! i think bcz we already sicked of doing the final project!!!! haha so already cannt study. no mood...for me, i no mood because .. during doing my project, i waste my time by researching all the source from internet... even i copy the information, but still i need to read it through!!! thats why i already bored!!!!

Vivi suddenly shock me with the info that final exam will be divide iwth the final project!!!! means 30% each. i hope it is true.. THEN I HAPPY!!!haha cz.. i already spend my time to do this project.. somemore dev told me the cost for printing 30 bucks!!!!! hua so ex!!! but nvm, as long for the project its ok..... BIG THANK YOU FOR DEV!!!! OWE U!!!! PAID U SOON!!!!

i think i already drink cofee but why i still sleepy? or maybe cz i take medicine also? for my throat? hua....

Taking picS while studying its quite FUN

HAHA

IM SO SCARED TO FACING THE EXAMINATION ROOM IN THIS 8 MORE HOURS..... WISH ME LUCK EVERYONE.......

Oyasuminasai.......

Gosh!!!! Where is my BOOK!!!

WHERE IS MY BOOK....................

dunt say i left at my work place!!!! in the locker room!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

How how how....

even i have the summary from my friend, but i still must have the book.... gOSH!!! why im so careless.... i think last WEDNESDAY IS JUST MY BAD DAY.... i lost the locker key also!!!! then get fine 10 bucks!! SHIT!!!! IM SO CARELESSS ... IT IS NOT ME...... I;M NOT CARELESS TYPE OF PERSON!!!.... but why on last Wed im so duper super ZUPER careless? hikshikshiks..

hmm now i just read from the notes, quite a lot also... hmm arch,flying buttress, arcade, vault, tunnel vault, cantilever,bearing wall, building material, fertoconcrette, corintia, doria,ionic.. haha

wtf... like study for architecture and desain interior major... haha quite fun actually but HARD TO REMEMBER.. the words so hmmm difficult. All the term is the architectural language!!! thats only for the architectural chapter, how abt the others later?

Paintings it will be fresco, maybe type of paintings, and style
theater it will be abt plot, conflict , camera movement..
dance it will be movement of the dance, etc
period of arts

alamakkk so hard!!! some more for music chapter must listen to the CD!!! Gregorian, baroque, renaissance.. all the classic music, then i think should knw abt the composition, the flow, the ans amble, etc...

i need the book!!!! hope morning i can find it!!! hope im not left it at TAKASHIMAYA STAFF LOCKER ROOM!!! IF YES, I WILL BE SO PAISEHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

PS: someone sleep already.... hmmm i think he will be SHOCK AND MAD at me if he knws i couldnt find my book!!! hahaha sorry arhhhh .. but no need to worry, i can take care of it!!!! ( hei uuuu, if u read this, haha dunt nag at me.. okok? haha... btw, i drink a lot of water, nw i GAIN WEIGHT BCZ OF UUU!!! AND CZ OF WATER... haha and i think u will angry with me cz now its almost 3am and i kinda not really study but blogging haha!!! PEACE ) XOXO

CrazyScedule

can u see it....... it is just a crazy timetable. While all student have their end year and chrismast holiday... i have my class.. this one is just the half timetable for whole December...hua.. RUINed my fav month!!!!!

Somemore.... it is the 1st time of my life i have class ON Birthday D.A.Y. !!! GOSH!!!! 26 DECEMBER 2008 i will not forget it. haha it will be kinda a weird feel if i attend the class on that day. haha maybe i will not coming.. but i think the tutor for this subject quite fierce ones.. so lets see what happened on that day... will i attending or not. hahaha

What i miss....

my cute times..

My gossiping Partner

My lady partner

My LAME and CRAZY partner

My long hairrr

and now miss someone new....

haha dunt have the permission to upload his picz. haha i guess soooo haha

my apologize

(((DATING!!!!!

hmmm sound fun rite? ya,.... hmm im so shyyyyyyyyy.. to tell.. so i will not share my story here... but the main point is.. i kinda found someone, who stole the star to brighten up my nights, someone who stole my intentions, someone who open the lock of my heart, someone who have the secret charm that mesmerizing me and someone who DARE.... to nag at me!!! i will take it slow and let see what will happen. Just let u knw, that i scared to admit it. i scared if there are a lot ppl will get hurt. i scared if it is just temporary feeling, i scared to have broken heart with the reason bcz other ppl that may be dislike or disagree with our relationship. i scared if its only ur bullshit and ur trap. haha so sorry.... but its true. i still have must learn much abt u. and i also tell u that my feeling for my past relationship is too strong, so i hope u can understand too. ( I knw ur hmmm homepage is my blog site, haha so i hope u can understand what i try to tell u. i hope for the best for us, and dunt FALL in lOVE wit me so easily.. and too fast. k? u still dunno me...))))))


Sorry IF i sound broke ur heart with my few sentences above. Never mean to hurt u, but its my thoughts and just my worst terrified horrible imagination ever!!!! and i will never do it again.

Ich danke Dir für Deine Unterstützung

i try the best for us... ok? but seems its still too fast, so just take it slow. but u knw what i feels rite?
Hope the DAY will come.. and Become Our DAY....

xoxo

picz pics

1a family..........


try to upload old pics! now my hair grow long already...

see her face so cute... i think she will be shock!!! if she knw i upload her face like this. evrytime she go taka, she will get free puff.. hahaha nice rite the puff? haha

My smell.....

I loved the smelll

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH

dUNT ASK ME WHY..

it is a secret that i will never tell.

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

This one also smell nice... but almost finish already. haha i even havent open this parfume. still new.. haha i promised i will not buy any parfume again..
Sound im so adore Burberry parfume. but it is really nice smell and so classic.

my 1st parfume ever... smell sooooooooooo damn nice.. and left little bit also.. so cannt so often to used.

Actually, all my parfumes almost finish!!it is not bcz of me taht evrytime used, but also my sister that using my parfume!!!! YEAHH.. we share our parfume. but for the Burberry the 1st pic, im not share with her. and also the parfume that almost finished. cz i want to collect the bottle and it must have the perfume itself even its little bit only. haha

ask my sis to use this britney spears parfume more often, btw the smell is like BARBIE doll smell . It is nice alsoThis marc jacobs parfume is smell jasmine.. really nice.. for dating... haha feel so romantic.. and elegance

i ask my sis cannt used this parfume ANYMORE... its almost finish!!!! thx to Dev..... this parfume smell nice...

Seems i like parfume so much... hahah ya i like to have smell nice. its my kind of habit. haha even after bathing and want to sleep i will put the baby oil and baby powder
( this one is same as my fren Priska, she also loved baby smell haha. lets hunting Zwitzall product Together...!!! i think my mum bought for me the baby powder 2 bottle, i will give one for u dear.... haha) . haha and spray the victoria secret body mist.

i loved to being smell nice, and some more there is certain kind of smell that remains me of someone and something haha and i spray it everytime i want to sleep.
hohohohohoho DUNT LAUGH!!!!! IM SO TICKLISH!!!!!!

Working, Examing, Dating, and Emo-ing

WORKING!!!

Just finished my part time work last Wednesday... hoa.. so tired but still FUN. My work place is at Takhimaya 1A crispy puff outlet. I become the cashier plus plus. Plus plus it means that im also do the packing, take the order, and help them to fold the curry puff. Everyday sure i will eat the puff. i like the sardines.... hmmm yummy... but everytime i eat i ask to put more onion instead of the sardines. haha ya i like ONION!!! haha... but the otah puff also nice, the best time for it is when its really hot!!!! it is damn nice!!!! i think next time i will bring my own filling, and cook there. haha

Working at Taka is so fun. i feel like already have the family there. evryday , confirm i will get free food stuff or discount from other stall. i dunt knw why? maybe they pity me? haha but sure the aunty selling the Timsum, i think pity me. hhaha she knw that i am a student and bla bla... thats why, evrytime buy Ha gao or siew mai, sure will have discount or maybe she will give me more!!! thx uuu auntieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... somemore this auntie that time want to give me bigpau... cz she worried abt me. why she worried? bcz evrytime she see me eat lunch only little and mostly only snacks. haha but i refuse ... i said its too much and maybe next time. hahahaha.. not auntie Timsum, but the four season durian also sometimes give me the kueh!!! and their pancake!!! their pancake so nice!!! hahaha auntie juice stall also. huaaaa everyone so SAYANGGGS ME!!! im so touched!!!!! i feel i want to bring food for their all? but how ya? haha

EXAM-ING...

ya ya ya, im on exam week now... but waitssssssssssssssssss


wait

wait

wait

I WATCHED RIHANNNAAAAAAA CONCERT!!!!! it was damn fantastic and i was not regret!!! thx u for MANAVI that already asked me to watch Rihanna... huaaa the performance really great and quite satisfied. why only QUITE satisfied? bcz i want MOREEEEEEEEE AND MORE.... HAHA.....RIHANNA U rocks!!!! haha


okok its my exam week now,,, before that i also must complete my assignment. hmm feel so lazy!!! but soon i will finish my assignment. i hope i do the right things with my assignment. haha

exam oh exam... i dunt want!!! i already bored to study!!! i want to work sooon.... i want to graduate soon..i want to become CARRIER WOMAN.... haha for all the guys outhere... if u want to be with me, u must compete with my busyness... haha why? must compete? bcz,,, for me BF is the second ones. haha... even i will love him so much, cz i thot that bf has me. so no worries... haha but dunno lha, who want to be with the girl that always put other people number ONE and the BF number TWO? haha

i will study hard for the exam!!!! i want to get more A. yap!!! A... its my aim. i am aiming it. hope i can get it... actaully this module, seems not really important, but quite exciting. why? cz we learn to knw abt arts and culture. but mostly arts. i found so interesting and digging up my exploration of my creativeness.

DATING!!!!!

hmmm sound fun rite? ya,.... hmm im so shyyyyyyyyy.. to tell.. so i will not share my story here... but the main point is.. i kinda found someone, who stole the star to brighten up my nights, someone who stole my intentions, someone who open the lock of my heart, someone who have the secret charm that mesmerizing me and someone who DARE.... to nag at me!!! i will take it slow and let see what will happen. Just let u knw, that i scared to admit it. i scared if there are a lot ppl will get hurt. i scared if it is just temporary feeling, i scared to have broken heart with the reason bcz other ppl that may be dislike or disagree with our relationship. i scared if its only ur bullshit and ur trap. haha so sorry.... but its true. i still have must learn much abt u. and i also tell u that my feeling for my past relationship is too strong, so i hope u can understand too. ( I knw ur hmmm homepage is my blog site, haha so i hope u can understand what i try to tell u. i hope for the best for us, and dunt FALL in lOVE wit me so easily.. and too fast. k? u still dunno me...)

EMO-ING

im emoing bcz hmmm i will not tell u who make me so sad lately. beside im so happy, the other hand im also sad. i already treat him like my bff. My big brother. but why he like that. keep make me headache!!!! i knw u still have the feelings for me, but i already tell u long time ago that we most likely cannt be together.Not bcz that i love my EX so much but there are other things that i cannt cope with u.

1. im so sad, when u said that u want to avoid me, bcz i told u that i going out with other guy.
2.im so sad , when u tell that u will get ur lisence soon!!!! im so damn A.N.G.R.Y!!!! it means u dunt knw me at all, even we already knw each other quite long.
3. im so sad an emo-ing when u said that i already not used to take BUS or MRT!!!! im so ... pissed off... means, u really really dunno me at all.
4. i hope there is no the 4th ones....

i knw that u always being sarcastic and joking, but this is not funny .. im so hurting. i feel taht, u really dunno me at all. but its up to u... maybe is better for u to think i am a BAD girl. so u will easy to move on. im so soryy to tell u all these things but i really really sorry. i still want u to be my big bro... and bff. Hope u can respect my decision and actions. i dunt want to loose a friend.i still care of u ok?

WCBIL...

Be still my heart
Lately its mind is on it's own
It would go far and wide
Just to be near you

Even the stars
Shine a bit bright I've noticed
When you're close to me


Still it remains a mystery

Anyone who seen us
Knows what's going on between us
It doesn't take a genius
To read between the lines
And it's not just wishful thinking
Or only me who's dreaming
I know what these are symptoms of
We could be in love

I ask myself why
I sleep like a baby through the night
Maybe it helps to know
you'll be there tomorrow


Don't open my eyes
I'll wake from the spell I'm under
Makes me wonder how Tell me how
I could live without you now


And what about the laughter
The happy ever after
Like voices of sweet angels
Calling out our names
And it's not just wishful thinking
Or only me who's dreaming
I know what these are symptoms of
We could be in love


All my life
I have dreamed of this
But I could not see your face


Don't ask why two such distant stars
Can fall right into place


Oh, it doesn't take a genius
To know what these are symptoms of
We could be
We could be, we could be in love

Could be in

We could be in love

new Month!

my new spec!!!.. but still must change the lens to the one which have degree. Next time, when going back indo then i will change it! yipiie... im happy! so hard to find suitable frame spec for me. so far only this and the others one is the butterfly frame. ( can see from my older post). want to change my hair into curly also.. but still dunno yet! now only using the curler! and it is so hard and irritating... i am still not proo to use the curler! hiks



Wuaaaaaaaaaaaaa, its new month already. and it is November... it means left one month and i will be 22 years old. huhuhu so old already,but still dunt have anything to be proud of.

22 years old for me is already kind of warning age to think more serious abt future. Working and earn money is my purpose of my life now. I am not money oriented but money is important for me. for wat? 1st is for my parents, 2nd for my maid taht already take care of me since i was baby and i want to buy a ticket for her to Mekkah! HAHA I dunt knw when it will be happen. 3rd is for my further studies. i think maybe i will go overseas to get my master. i am considering either Australia or America. but this one depends lha, if i go time or not. i am already so old, haha then the 4th is for my personal savings. hahaha i think all it is just a dream that so hard to be real. haha

Now im doing my part time job at 1a Crispy Puff at Taka. hua.. so tired man! but fun also. But dunt think that i can get know youngster there... haha mostly all my friends there are auntie and uncle. We every time eat together during break. and they are so surprise see me eat so little. they thot either im on dieting or maybe so poor, thats why no money to buy food haha.

there is one Malay kakak, who work there also with me. She is a nice person. Teaching me all the things. some more she a bit wondering why i want to work at here. she said taht im sweet, cute , pretty and charming, not suitable for this work., and better to get part time as a model. haha walau e.. modelll how come huh? haha i am also learning to fold the puff. 1stly i cannt at all and keep learning with the unused fla. the 3rd days i already showing improvement! yeaahhh !!!! then now i can help them also to do the puff and cashiering. haha dunt worry, im so clean!!!! evrtime touch the money then i will wash my hand and then help to do the puff. Being hygienics is so important.

my puffs... notices that my folding skill is improving!!! Yey!

hua.. im so sleepy.. i think i will continue my sleep a while. cz today my Ex sister will take photo shoot of me!!!! for her project!!! hahaha