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I knw its quite sometimes i never blogging.. never post anything... yap my life lately a bit sucky.. haha i dunt want to talk about love for rite now cz i haven't cure yet! hmm its really hard for me.. still shock for what happened to me lately.. but still i will cheerish all those moment that we had been goin through. will never feel regret that prince had been there for me.. and know prince im really glad.

Lucky me.. i will be fly to LA on tuesday... i can call it HEARTBROKEN GATEWAY.. haha again?? haha why im so unlucky about love. haha but nice rite?my heart break but i can go travel to US. hahaha hope everything gonna find there.. i wish...

hmm and lately i want to thx for sum1 that unexpectedly come into my life and make my life abit happy.. i hope i can know abt him better. This is really unexpected! UNEXPECTED!

SO i just want to say... THANK YOU for COMIN INTO MY LIFE... and give a light to my sorrowness....

nice song:)

I Never Knew Love -- by LOvie Poe

I open my eyes, only to see
Just how sad this world could be
That I often cry alone… ohh

I look at the sky, longing to see
There’s a chance out there for me
For my heart to be set free

My friends had say that it’s ok
When rainbow’s fade in clouds of gray
But in my heart I know someday
True happiness will come my way

I never knew love till I found you
I’s magic in your smile
Never knew love till I saw you lookin’ in my eyes
And suddenly our sadness disappears
True love has fin’lly shown its smilin’ eyes on me

I’m searching the skies hopin’ to see
If there’s someone out there for me
Who will set my poor heart free

No ones believe that love was just a fairytale
But each time you hold me
Those fairytales come true… on you

its OVER again

Another brokenhearted!
but i know i think it is better for us
i am glad we are not blame each other but we laugh together when we broke up.
i will cherish all the happy and lovely moments that i spent with you
Glad that we still can out together and spend time..
no matter what we are now... i was glad to know you and ever be with you.
bestfriend yes we are , i hope i can... like wat you want....

Singapore is a FINE city :)

i just kana FINE...BUS FARE FINED!!!

i was take a bus today and i think today was my unlucky day.
Usually my ezlink card i put in my small purse, but today i found my card was not there..( actually there but inside my WALLET... not in my purse.. and so hard to grab my wallet( because i put too many things inside my bag haha) to save the time and i dunt want ppl staring at me... i just use my one dollar coins.

when i almost reached my place suddenly got inspections.... i thot he only checking the card, so i show my ezlink card ( finnaly i found my ezlink card) and the inspector ask whether i tap the card or not. i said no cz im using coins. then he asked to show him the receipt.( walauuu i keep searching my receipt..i couldn't remember where i put again , then suddenly i found it.( i dunno its good or bad idea when i found the receipt)

i showed my receipt and.....

insp: one dollar its not enuf. u take the bus from alexandra rite? where will u go?
me: Bugis( stoning face)
insp: ( he took out all his paper.. showing me all the directions and the cost)... Read More



so u took the bus from alexandra to bugis and u only pay one dollar where got enuf?
me: how i knw? the bus driver also never say anything.( try to give innocent looks)
insp: its 1.40 u knw.. why u never ask the bus driver? ( showing me another paper.. the FINE cost paper)
me: hayahhh... then i pay another 40 cent lo..( lol)
insp: cannt u must pay the fine, ok lets see.... so u ar from alexandra to bugis.. its 17 stops. hmm its 20 dollar.
me: huh? but its my first time leh?
insp: still, how abt if u just give me ur ic then later SAMAN will collect the fine for u
me: no need, i will just pay now( i scared later SAMAN will charge me more than 20 bucks. )
insp: ok i will issue u the receipt.
me: THANK YOU

HUAA... I EVEN CAN SAY THANK YOU... unbelievable. i can see al ppl stare at me
( 3 stop after bugis station)
insp: i thot u will go down at bugis station?
me: i pay the fine already wat? and no money already.. may as well i take the bus all the way till my place lo...

The end



damn f*ck....
the matter is... why even only first time still kana fine? like there is no chance at all. like this how ppl can learn from their mistake??i knw there are a lot of brochure abt this penalty but like usual where got ppl care? they will be care( like me ) and learn from the mistake after made mistake.

maybe next time they should upgrade their system. then each ezlink will be also an ID, so can knw whether that person is really first time do this kind of mistake or often.
nvm lha.... just think the inspector did his well job, and means he is working... and maybe have a story to tell to his fams when reached home.

the inspector reached home after work...

wife: honey...tired is it?? hows work today??
insp: normal only... like usual lo.. nothin specialll but ermmm NO.. there is sumthin special.. today i finally catched a passenger who underpay the bus fare. somemore she only missed 40 cents only. huaha but still must pay 20 dollars.
wife:wow.. congratulationsss. finally there is something exiting with ur job!!!
insp: so kid? next time u also must becareful ok... PAY THE CORRECT FARE...and ask the bus driver if u dunt knw.
kid: WAT??? 20 bucks?? oh okay..( hororing)

( the kid suddenly realized, everytime he took the bus and pay with coins, he also pay only 1 dollar haha)

the end---

mid autumn celebration

where was i two half weeks back? hmmmm i was in the mooncake festival at Takashimaya Square. Work there as the sub chef to make the mooncake..... it is fried yam mooncake... A.K.A Teochew mooncake....

So i was there help the shi fu to fold and fried the mooncake... so can u imagine how oily it was? make the mooncake in front of to public actually is so fun... many ppl look at us.. and their face looks so amazed on what we did to make the mooncake. hehe some of the ppl sometimes also pretend that they knw how to make it.. haha they really sound how to make it.... but the FACT is.... so hard...

What i mean by so hard is on how to open the skin, or hmmm how to make the layer of the skin. i already tried to open the skin but till now i cannt. i only can fold it.

First day, i couldn't fold the mooncake.. i can but so slow..... ( im a bit shock when the boss told me that i will work om the kitchen and help the shi fu to make the mooncake. a bit proud to myself also because overall , what the public bought it , it was from my handmade... so give applause to may" hand " that work so hard to make the mooncake.... cz i can feel around my hand a bit hurt, a bit sprain i think. ) but day by day.. i become so fast.. and sometimes i dont need to see the dough and the filling. huahaha sound so PRO. but trust me.. its so hard and can sprain ur hand..... Why? because? can u imagine a day we make a bout 300-400 mooncake? and its all by hand? one by one and its HANDMADE.... wew....



the mid Autumn festival was till 4th of november, but my class start on 1stNovember.... so.. no choice for irene and me...In the morning we work at 9 pm and then went school on 11.30 am and back to work again on 4.30 pm. huaaa how hectic it was!!!! the result?? we were so sleepy on class... huahaha

this bakerzin guy i think keep flirt with one of our fren. huahaha and maybe next year he can join our booth instead or bakerzin booth... but nvm lha.. this guy can give their mooncake... so take and give its okay lo.... thx yiqi that already so kind and willing to be so close with this guy. huahaha

With Boss

the last dat i managed to try to make OTAH MOONCAKE.. and its turn so nice... haha cz its hot lha... hahaha maybe next year they can sell otah mooncake... haha and the others were Crispy durian mooncake.. which we sell for special order....

Time to clean our booth.. WOWWWW.... so dirtyyyyy .... huahaha

So thats all for this year..

THE MOONCAKE FESTIVAL IS OVER.. I HOPE I CAN BE THERE AGAIN NEXT YEAR. IT WAS TIRING BUT SO FUN....:)

<3 Fiji water

Since i was in Spore.. i was normally choose Indonesian Brands of mineral water than Spore brand mineral water. But i still drink Spore mineral water if no choice. hehe.
For me, Indonesia mineral water is the best. i can differentiate and compare the taste of Indon and Spore mineral water... . So far, from what i can compare is the taste of Spore mineral water is bitter than Indon water. Same as another International brand like Evian, the taste a bit bitter and a bit hmm thick?? hehe

i dunno why i can feel that but it is true. If u drink Indon mineral water the taste is so fresh and so light and not bitter at all. For me, only such as oxygenate water that have bitter and thick taste. haha i wonder how u all to imagine " THICK " taste. lol.

AQUARIN is the normally mineral water that i choose..

cz AQUA a bit expensive also.

Since long time ago, i want to taste Fiji mineral water..but i knw it is so expensive. Cold storage selling abt 2.60 for the small ones. Compare to Carefour.. they are selling cheaper than Cold Storage. The small bottle about 1.60 or 90 i think. So, when i went to Carefour the other day, i was managed to bought this, Fiji mineral Water....

FIJI MINERAL WATER

LETS SEE.... WHAT IS THE TASTE LOOKS LIKE....

wOWWWW...

woowww

the taste of this water was so WONDERFULLLL.. hahaha

so fresh and hmmm i dunno how to describe but confirm this water is really good. U can feel energetic, and suddenly i can drink whole bottle directly... hahaha SO SO SO LIGHT and not bitter at all.

i think i try not into this expensive water... hahaha cz the water is so expensive. i can buy 2 big bottle of another indon brand of mineral water... with the same price as Fiji mineral water the big bottle ones. haha haizzz but i still enjoy this water... hahaha i think i can be so healthy cz i really can finished 1 liter of Fiji Mineral water directly. hahaha

Today i just bought the 1 liter Fiji Mineral water s$2.90.. at carefour. and guess what? it left halfway already.. hahaha and i think by tonite i can drink all... hahahaha i really can turn so healthy if i keep drink this water i guess. but my POCKET, i think will turn UNHEALTHY... HAHA

I Knw a lot of international celebrities were also drink this EXPENSIVE mineral water. Somemore some of them ,"Fiji water" is the MUST item on their list of beverage.http://coolspotters.com/beverages/fiji-water. Many of magazine and website have reviews on this FIJI water. hmmm i just loves this water so much but i am wondering why this water so expensive??? maybe because its from FIJI island.. and water is so precious on that island. hahahaha

i hope i can still consumed this Fiji mineral water

i love FIJI WATER....

".. FROM THE ISLANDS OF FIJI.. NATURAL ARTESIAN WATER..... "

ps: i edit all the lightings of these pics.. cz my face was so OILy.. HAHAH.. but i dunno how to make myself nt so oily. so i just play with the curves..and brightness. i hope its not tooo weird.. :)

Beauty Perception

Never use this semi-dress before.... like usual i bought online but i never wear it. But cz i feel now i lack of wardrobe , just use all the clothes that i never wear before. hahaha

Dunno what to write again... ohhh hmmm ok lets take a look on my nose.... i think my nose quite flat comparing with my sis and bro. hahaha when kiddo , my relatives were often mocking at me , that they thot i am not my parents real daughter, cz i have dark skin, fat, and my nose so flat. hahaha Sometimes i feel so down and reflect on my self. Am i really that ugly?? LOL.... but i never have thot to make nose job or sumthin to make me prettier...i will reveal my teenage looks when i have time to scan and post it in here.

but when the times goes by... i feel my metamorphosis turns a bit hmm quite okay... my nose grow a bit sharp... hahaha just a bit.. really a bit... haha that time i think because i had pimple a big ones on my nose..so i think the " leftover" of the pimple make a bit contribution on my flat nose to looks a bit sharp. but noted it just A BIT!! hahaha

But i knw... nowadays a lot of teenagers (female mostly) are daring to do nose job. i was also shock when know abt this facts. From the trusted source of information that i knw and she was also told me abt her plan to have nosejob... Nowadays.. among the teenagers this nose job issues are common things that they did for beauty. Beside the nose job the eyelids surgery was also common things for them especially for them who dunt have eyelids since they were born.

i am so glad that i have natural eyelids since i was kid and its real ones. even my left and right side the eyelids is diff, but still i have that eyelids. hehehe

My trusted source of information told that she decide to do this nose job because she feel that her nose is so gross , big , and ugly. Somemore she want to make herself prettier because she just had broken heart and its really make her so down and undirectly feel want to make the " EX" regret. So she thot to make herself preetier.

Her mom disagree with her decision. So she will " secretly" do this surgery with her father accompanion. In my opinion, actually she no need to take this surgery... she still so young still in phase of grow up. She is just 17 years old and her body and appreance still growing.

Despite of her decision, i knw its a bit dillematic decision. scared of the risk when post surgery and the result of the surgery. i just can advice her to think abt it again, it needs or not. and if she want to do this surgery dunt because she want to make her" Ex" regret of her.. and dunt because she feel that become outer beauty is so .. so much important to attract guys. i ADMIT that in the real world , ppl still judge a person by her or his looks, but if we make it closer to the person, knw the person not beauty as they thot( inner beauty) , ppl will can ignore them and perhaps they will told another ppl that that or this ger or guy is pretty but pity on them, they are so dumb and bimbotic kind of person. and in the end ppl will just take advantage on them.

So inner beauty still the most important than outer beauty. and if we already have an inner beauty dunt forget to upgrade our outer looks also. Where got ppl in this world like to see ugly and dirty person? hahaha nowhere.... so balanced it and u will find satisfaction of life.

Moreover if we want to upgrade our physical looks, plz be aware that we did this because our self happiness , not because of someone happiness.

i admit also i still struggling to loose weight till now! it was not because my bf ask me to do or anyone ask me to do, but i want for myself for my own satisfation and happiness ( to be slim is my dream that i hope it will came true.. haha just imagine that time when i was fat, very hard to find proper clothes and ppl will keep saying " fattie fattie.... " hahaha so iritating and annoying)

IF my bf happy abt my looks, just take it as a compliment and a BONUS, after i did a lot of effort to slim down . HAHAHA but i havent reached my goals... and haizzzz feel useless already... hahahha my diet will ruined if there a lot good food, especially my hometown food and i will thinking" THERE IS TOMORROW TO START ON DIET.." hahaha. yaaa... there will be a tmr.... lol


ps: hmm i knw what it feel likes when became fat girl.... i really knw... :(

Stay happy stay healthy and stay pretty:)

Taken this from notes on my fren fb. HAHA SO FUNNY....LOL

In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB),

> > > > And most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP).
> > > > Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB).
> > > > If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD) and
> > > > get more from you.
> > > > So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE)?
> > > > With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS), you are forced to Pay the
> > > > Sum Ahead (PSA), Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some
> > > > Banks (POSB).
> > > > And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.
> > > > When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating
> > > > Hospital (MOH), You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral
> > > > (CPF) fund.
> > > > If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart(NUH)
> > > > to treat you, And you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH)
> > > > To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway(COE).
> > > > If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP) on
> > > > the roads.
> > > > If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train
> > > > (MRT), OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS).
> > > > Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can
> > > > relax, Not even the good old place we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA)!!!

credit : milis yahoo indo-sing Sylvia Lin

New Housemate part 2

Let's meet up my new housemates...

tadaahhhh nope this one is not.. this one is my sis...who i think i spend my whole life sharing bed with her.. sharing cloth with her.. huahaha sharing clothes is a common things between siblings.... but all my expenses on cloths and shoe will used by her. haizzz sometimes i ask her to buy cloths but she refused and she just replied by saying that " hmm in the end u will buy what.. so for what i buy also... " . Crazyy ger.. so all my clothes is often used by my sister.

Sometimes i am also kinda mocking her by saying:

" eh.. that one the t shirt whos ones?"
" urs"
" shorts? whos ones?'
" urs"
" the shoes"
" urs"
" then all the things u are wearing is mine?'
" ya lo.."
" zzzzzz"

the worst part when my mom come to Spore, she will nagging at me by told me to stop bought all those clothing things... and take a look at my sister... she never spend on clothing.... zzzz i think my mum dunno if my sister used my cloths also so she thot that my sis save so much than me.... LOL... where got????? i work, i spend and i save , so i think it fair for me ......

Okay.. lets skip the intermezzo of my sister... lets back to my housemate... Stacy... she is still so young and quite attractive and her age still so young..... by this 20 september she will hit 17 years old.. OMG.. she still 17 years old. and me ckckck almost 23 years old ... haizzzz i think must thinking to get married also.. OMG... no no no .. i think still so longgggggggg till i am ready to get married..... Living like this, alone take care of my sis and bro and all the household matters already make me so headache and feel like i am matured but not in the right time. hahaha

my sis have a natural innocent looks.. but guess what.. she pro on drinking things hahahaha so we went to CAFEGUANA.. at clarkquay there and order drink. For that nite i never drink.. cz i think my level of alcohol still there.. ( Powerhouse party) smiling at my fat stomach. haha actually she want to order a jug! gosh! a jug or margarita? haha who wants to drink dudeeeee.. U ALONE??? hahaha even stacy cannt take it to drink the wine.. in the end my sis who finished it. hahaha

Yap! cz she is still new in town.. no choice for me to show her all around Spore and the best spot to hang out. She want to go to Clarquay .. so we took her there and not forget to take pic also. she want to go to all the place that alots of youngester especially guys.. oftenly hang out.... feel wan to bring her to Timbre also.. but just last week i went there... feel like boring also.. hahaha although i think the ambience still nice and very cozy. want to bring her to the club also a bit dangerous.. haha cz she havent 17th and i dunno here in spore they allowed or not 17 years old go into club. haha

hmmm..... i feel kinda bored in here.. i dunno what should i do during weekend.. i just want to sleep and watch japanesse or western drama.. i really like to homed so much!!! i dunno why.. i just feel that i need a bunch of ppl haha maybe a group to hang out with. Somemore i dunno how to explore Singapore anymore.. any suggestions??? but i think i want to learn to use prof camera so i think i will find a new things to be explored.

Mooncake festival coming and i must get ready to work and to be TIRED!!!!

New Housemate

This is my neue housemate... hmmm guess? which one? the right or left ones? hahaha the right ones is her mother... hahaha .. ya lo her mother still looks so young , hip, and pretty somemore.. they really looks like sisters. LOL.... her name is Stacy and she will taking course on Toni and Guy academy... in hairdressing course... hmmm i think i can ask her to upgrade my stupid grozzy ugly hair.. that is so straight, not bouncy, lack of shine and hard to style ones. wohooo hehehe i will ask her to help me to curl my hair... and ask her to teach me how to style hair.. haha

This afternoon i was acc her to the academy itself at Bugis. the place was so comfy and really hairdressing school.... and there were a lot of hair model ( it is not ACTUAL MODEL.. but model that surrender theirself to be cut, trimmed, colored, perm, and all the hairdressing method. i can see a lot of scary, terrifies and stressfull face there.. haha)

so.. WELCOME my new housemate.. hope u feel comfort living with the nicest person in the WORLD named christine.. who will guide u to be better person hahahaha :p

welcome Eugenia Stacy

Finally the package from My fren Ake coming... GOSH.. i already scared if this package will be missing... hpfhhh.....i m so relieve.. THX AKEEEE

hope to healthy person onwards... ;p



my America trip will be on 24 november till 24 dec 2009. Hope everything will be alrite and nothin to be worried. i kne i use my own saving money, cz now my family economic not really in a good condition and need moneny aldo for their bussiness. When i told my mum abt the expenses that i will be spend on America trip, my mum said if my dad, got money and will repay me. wohoooo i feel happy lo, but somemore, actually its no need. cz i still got balance, and i believe there will be a away taht money can come, as long we want to keep trying and believe in everything in God and always do the best things for the world and believe that if we wantto keep trying and not easy to give up, im sure there will be a way, for money to say " HELLO" and " I WANT TO BE IN UR WALLET.. "
HAHAHAHA

Thats for today....the date today is 090909. i knw its sound so interesting and the number so nice. until so many ppl use it for their marriage and baby birth or doing a anniversary. for me it is just a number.. it is nice but hmmm its number only. but i knw deep inside my heart said taht i want to own that number tooo.... but for what ya??? hahahaha

huaaa.. i m so sleepy.. my bf... is DOTA-ing.. and if he DOTA-ing , means he being " single " looo hahaha and cannt distract him. haha

Somehow i wonder who created this DOTA things.. i really hate it. hahaha

i think better i go sleep.. tmr will be still a lot things to do

i love u darling i love u

New Space...AND kOREAN noodleee

Yakult Korean Noodle

Believe it or not.. it was stated Yakult seafood noodle

But it turns up like normal Korean Noodle.. hahaha it was still SUPER nice..

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On the 9th my housemate will come to SG and rent one of my room. so no choice for me to move out frm that empty room into this living room. :) it is doesnt matter to me as long there is a table and comfort zone to do all those things like studying, fb-king, eating, watching online, and blogging.. somemore i can watch TV too in living room. :)

SO this is a looks of my new space....i knw it was looks so messy but its ok...

My new hello kitty mouse.. its wireless mouse.. till today i am always failed to use it because it needs time to on off the mouse ( so it can save the battere), but if suddenly can connect into the lappie.... it turns so nice... very fast and like normal mouse also and the important things is no need cabel.....that is sometimes so troublesome...

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KOREAN NOODLE

AGAIN?? WTH but still nice.. haha

Having Korean Noodle with Dewi and my sis and actually the left over in the end my bro finished it. hahaha the korean noodel was so AWESOME.So nice... and the portion so much

my sis also joined us

sATURday date

i m still trying to use my bro DSLR HAHA

TIMBRE pizza is the greatest pizza so far...

hell's pizza und tandori chicken

my side view.. captured by Dewi. she told me that my side view looks so nice.. can see my jawline so sharp. haha so i turned and start to act. haha

Lychee Martini

Monster was eating... hahaha She is so silly

" wi, do u ever take pic @ Esplanade around?"

"hmmm never.. i never take pic and go there before also"

" cRAZY..then everytime u go to SG, u only go shopping isn't it"

" of course lhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

so i took her to Esplanade and take pic around there and not forget to take near the F1 circuit route.. hahahhaha