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This is the mix veggie that hurt my gastric. hahaha a lot of Knorr and ajinomoto

why i looks like Korean auntie than Rihanna looks? according to my sis, is not like Korean auntie, but more like crazy girl that always appear in the Japanese drama. Huh?!! which one...haha

i want her hairstyle. but i still not pro using the curling iron.. hua.. must practice!haha

HOHOHOHOHOHO, i got this from my sis friend! haha from Seattle... even its factory outlet but it is original :). but i appreciate it! Wohooooo.... I DUNT WANT TO THINK from where it made of...... YAP! from CHINA!!!! wAAALAUUUU, i think nowadays rare to find branded stuff but made in the west country itself, like Europe etc. Even in Australia, all product MADE in CHINA!!!! but they used the other words HANDICRAFT in China hahaha. hua... why i prefer made in Srilangka, India, Myanmar,Cambodia then CHINA? haha Lucky, the Victoria Secret still made of USA. haha

Hurray!!!! i have new Japanese show.. and my man act in the show. Fujiko Naohito . actually he not handsome, but i feel he has the charisma, that really can attract girls. Some more, comparing to ARASHI, i think Naohito looks so daddy... haha

39-year-old Ogata Satoko is a highly capable psychiatrist who is single. She's forthright, a caring older sister and reliable in her job and in private. Her interests are staying in luxurious Japanese inns and watching stand-up comedy videos.

Satoko hasn't had a boyfriend in the past five years. Nevertheless, she derives satisfaction from work and isn't worried about her finances. Among her good friends that she hangs out with are 35-year-old Morimura Nao, her junior who proclaims that she won't marry, and 39-year-old Oikawa Sadao, her peer since high school. Satoko is happily enjoying the single life.

At an alumni reunion as everyone is on the verge of 40, Takeuchi Mizue, her good friend since high school who is now a full-time housewife, rushes Satoko into action. "If you want children, you should marry now" and "It's women's happiness", but both are lost on Satoko, who isn't convinced.

One day, Satoko attempts to cheer up Nao, who is downcast over a shocking incident, and goes to her favourite hot-spring inn. There she coincidentally encounters a breakup between a handsome but somewhat odd man, Okamura Keitaro, and his girlfriend

ps: i miss someone so badly...

RANDOMs....

hMM... school is over.. Yey.... nw just waiting for the exam and final assignment. hehe hua.. i'm looking for the part time job!!!!.. anyone have lobangs for it? actually Tracy was asking me to become the cashier at A1 curyy puff, but i haven't decided yet! feel scared , if i ruin their business if i miscalculate haha... another job that i waiting for now is the one become the facilitator. i already decided the date that i can work, but they havent reply me again. hiks2 come2 reply me!

these few days, my days full of food and drinks...and the result.. my nose was bleeding.. haha i think because i ate the wrong food and somemore the weather not good, make make body temp so hot a while. Yap, my nose was bleeding and the blood so much somemore.. haha i feel digusting and scared.. but lucky i already used to IT, SO nO problemo.

huaaa .. feel so fat, and want to DIET. ya ya ya everytime i just mention this Diet things, but never happen. i think better for me just shut up and just tell my self alone that i will on diet. haha

haha i feel want to eat a lot veggie, but in here, i feel buy veggie and buy the meaty food such as, fish , chicken, beef, the price is just the same. Somemore, sometimes the mix veggie more expensive then food like chicken cutlet, or char kwe tiao! haha why arh.. is vegetables really so expensive? hua.. comparing in my hometown, where the mix veggie is the cheaper dish! haha

Struggling to have the mix veggie or popular known as CAP CAY, ( i think this term come from hokkiien, means ten vegetables that mix together. haha ) from Spize at River Valley, Uncle place near Priska House, until Golden mile Center... all is not really satisfied me. But i prefer the Uncle place near Priska house. i can feel they using the cooking wine , so it makes the dish nicer. haha and i think i will go there eat again, even the mix veggie a bit expensive. haha but.... comparing from the Golden Mile Center, the Uncle Place is already considering the nicest ones. haha ordered from the Golden mile Center, make my gastric hurt! why??? cz a lot of the white veggie( haha i dunt knw wat to called it) it is not cauliflower but sort of.. haha, that can make hurt the gastric! some more they using a lot of Knorr or Ajinomoto! yap i can feel it. The result on that day........ i collapse and hard to breath! hahaha

At Spize.. the beancurd hmm.. just okay, but actually no taste. haha can u see the rice in my plate? so much!!! i also already shock when the waiter give me. haha the result? yap, i only finished the quarter of that rice. haha

hua my nose so flattt hua.. so ugly haha but i think this type of nose is rare.. haha

Priska and her kankong Balacan! haha actually our Kangkong! she said she want to eat kangkong so can sleep well. hahaha can meh? haha

hua.. my internet connection so irritating! why arg.... huaaaa


Rihanna here i am... yap! manavi and me already bought the ticket for the concert on 13th November.. huaaaa almost sold out!!! we also only can get the balcony seat! huh! i think i need to memorize all the song that maybe she will sing it. hahaha

I'm trying to curl my short hair.. haha actually want to copycat Rihanna hair style, but in the end why looks like Korean AUNTIE.. HAHA

Huaaaaaaa really ya.... my internet have problem lately.. and im using SINGNET!!!!

PS: WILL UPDATE TOMMS!!!I'M SICK OF THIS INTERNET PROBLEM!!!

School pROJECT

Boooooo

this is my class project. haha costume sessions. haha it looks like we attending the pre-Halloween party isn't it? haha i got A + HAHA

Me and Esther.. haha

i am a Spirit haha

Final Project

Jelly Fish Lamp inspired by Tiffany Lamp from Chrysler Museum of Art

Tadahhhhhhhhhh Jelly fish lamp haha

emo-ing

Lately, i have been through a lot of life's and relationships problems so much. i feel tired of myself, i feel tired of watching , and i feel tired of become the HOPER ( haha, HOPER, someone who always hoping, i also dunno , is there any HOPER words exist?)

Mostly it is about GUYs. oh ya ya, this God creation, really make me headaches. Now i know why nowadays a lot of Lesbians. haha but for sure i'm 100 percent straight! i still can be tempted by men. haha

Whole my life, i just knew one guy that i already spend almost my teenage life with. and after we broke up, i also can not move on , and still hoping for him back. i just feel he the one who know me a lot. even he always make me sad, but he still the one who know me.We can talk about a lot of things mostly hard topics, and even we argued about certain kind of topics in the end , we end up with facts. hahaha by googling or wikipedia... haha i remembered taht time , we argued about the Edadame Japanese bean. haha he said that, those bean is also kind of soya bean, but green. but i said, " no lha... ya , it is same because it is a bean, but this one is EDADAMe, a bit different." haha then he said" lets check in the computer ONLINE!"
hahaha.. it is not so important rite... haha

i am typicall girl who scared about guy. I feel i can't get a long with them. i always scared if know a new guy. thats why, i will have those multiple thought before decided to accept of their dinner invitation. i will used all the excused that i can make to make those dinner will be never happen. but in the other hand, i feel not nice to them. i just feel, " i am not pretty, not good enough, not sexy enough ( hahaha) , and not smart enough ( actually i think i quite smart, ha ha ha) , and why i can put my act so high to refusing all those invitation. WHO AM I? i am just a normal girl with boring and monotonous life. "

Hm.. ya ya ya... maybe because i already used to do everything with my Ex,so maybe i feel so scared and not dare to try the new things. i want to try new things, but i think not now.. It is not the best time to move on i still hoping for something!!! MIRACLE

Second guy that i know,was my class mate. yap, we also know each other well, and we sort of good friend. but sometime he annoys me, with the lame joke and sometimes i also feel so down. why? it is because every time i told him a bout something, a bout some information about the lesson, or additional information about certain kind of topics, he always said " No lha"" No lha" " No lha" . yayaya im so stupid i think, thats why u couldn't believe me. in the end the lecture also said what i told him. Hm... it is not what he saying but how or the way he talks. Really cannt TAHAN. Boy, if u read my blog, i'm not try to offended u, but trying to tell u. I know u really wannt to get PARTICIPATION marks, and want to compete with all the TALKACTIVE students, but plzz la... give ur opionion in a good way. Dunt include all those lame lame jokes and opinion. later all the classmates tired facing u.

For Random guy taht i knw erhmmm not so well, just know only, i really say sorry. hahaha i just scared. haha i dunt knw how to act in front of u , guys... . i also cannt take it if there is a guy who tried to approached me so obvious and praise me so much! i feel disgusting! The one and only i can trust to get the opinions of my looks is my Ex. haha he never said im pretty. So seldom for him to say i'm pretty. haha or maybe actually i'm pretty enough la.. but he dunt want to accept it and always deny. haha i think maybe because he scared if he loose me.. haha YA YA YA, dunt talk a bout the pasttttt haha..

i remembered i had this love letters by my last diploma classmates. He really praise me so much, until i kept laughing while i was read his confessions letter. hahha he said" The purpose i go to school everyday is for meeting u, even i can only see u from the back. do u knw, taht if u comin late, i'm always starring at the door and waiting u to come. my heart like bumping so hard to see u. " then he also said a bout my eyes sparkling like blablabla... hahaha so funny...but i still appreciate it for his brave . SALUT

Ha ha ha ha GUYS Guys Guys... sometimes can make me happy, sometimes can make me sad and sometimes can make me Scared. but mostly only can make me SAD

CAMWHORE girls

Am i looks weird?Am i looks like trying to be happy? haha OH yes! of course!

o lalalala..... Camwhore is the nice things to kill time... haha plz plz plz.. i'm not narsistic... but i want to know... what is my face looks like after been emo-ing in full of sadness in these couple of days... Luv ya!

Shopping or just Windows Shopping $$$$$ ( no money) so just take a pics pretend that we bought it!! haha

I want have the Specs.. but... i think i will never wear it.. haha

We are so Priceless until speechless

Prisca said my hair not nice, and she want to cut it the long parts... haha aiyoo this is not ugly but Stylish... it reminded me of AEONFlOX movie haha correct spelling or not? i think nope. haha

What i expect from u?

Ya? wHAT I EXPECT from u? from him? i think it is just NOTHING! hmmm why now i'm like this? haha dunno also. But i really can not expect anything. Even he came here, and we spend a night together, hahaha yap A night together! heard taht he have this illness... haha sorriii not mean to mention about the illness, but sleep disorder i think.. haha how am i not freaking out when suddenly he awake and said something stupid that sound so scary. haha

him: " why there is not sign to turn left ya?( acting like when driving)" .
and i said : hei.. hun, u dreammin? sleep talking? sleep walking? haha i dunt knw wat u talking"
( actually i thot that he told me, why driving in SG diff then in Malaysia. but i just said just talk tmr lha haha i am really dunt understand what he grumbled about haha)
him: " no lha.. i'm fully awake"
me: " oh ok then"
morning, i told him, :" eh u knw what u doing last night? u were acting driving when sleeping.confim u really dreammin rite? not awake?"

he said; "haha ya.. i was dreamin, but I WAS ALSO AWAKE!"

me: he he he he he......how come huh? make me scared lha " * crunchy smile*

hahaha....so funny ya! hahaha... really think like we were already together again. haha but i think not now. or maybe will never? haha who knws. but i knw and he knws that we really have deep feeling each other, even we already tried to meet other person but the result still so hard to move on ( haha it is only me or also him? hah ai think only me lha... a guy is so easy to forget about his past haha hope it is not u huna...). huaaa why this is become the burden?> i dunt want to be stress anymore. JUST STOPP!!!! but i dunt have any strength to do it, i cannt bare and brave to say GOODBYE, SAYONARA, Auf wIEDERSEHEN, aU REVOIR, i just one to said C YA... that it means, we will meet again... and no good bye... hiks hiks so sad.

When he rite here, my world suddenly stop a while... ya.. stop from all the misses things, andd emo-ing things. only laugh, care and love that we showed. huhuhu HEI U..... NOW i miss u le....

hua.... next time when he come here again, i will take her to EAT again, turtle....haha German bar, Claypot Rice, ummm all the food he likes. haha thats why now u getting fat lhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! watch out ur stomach! dunt like a soccer player carrying the ball inside the jerseys. hahaha

Hua... i m sleepy now... he also already sleep , then i also sleep lha.. tmr still have schoollllll to attend... hua..

ps: for the the """person """who read my blog, and want to have clarification about my story about Mr. M, plz dunt just ask me, but u must also ask Mr. M it selves, ok? Ur problemit is not my problem . it is u and Mr. M problem. plz plz plz both of u make sure for ur relationship and dunt include me inside of your problem. trust me, i'm not a typical girl who can take away the things, stuffs, or person that is not belongs to ME. if u feel my relationship with Mr. M so close, it is just because we really become friends( almost 6 years relationship it cannt be enemy, but maybe family.. ha ha ha), even i want and hope is more than that, but i will not take him away from u. Now, i think u can understand how my feeling for those past days.

Gute Nacht!

Golden Mile Supermaket

Went to Golden mile Complexx.. Thailand market and found tremendously these kind of things. haha actually i saw many weird things there but not manage to take the pics . haha..

1. Susu Beruang or Bear brand milk

i like this milk, good for your digestion. i found 3 types of this milk. normal milk( yellow cover) that everytime i drink when in INdo, low fat milk( blue cover) and non fat which is 0% fat( white cover). those last two types of milk i cannt find in Indo. haha then i straight away buy the non fat ones. haha i iknw the taste will be not good. but i dunt like those kind of milk with full cream or maybe just normal milk. it feels weird and can vomit. hahaha and when i try it.. Wowwww it is so light! cannt feel the milk! haha i'm happy ... haha i found my MILK!



2. iNSECT FOOD. it is not the food that for feed the insect but the insect it self can be cook ( fry it) and can be eaten. haha I was so shock!!!! maigat? it really nice meh? i think if i go to Thailand i willl try the grasshopper, fried Grass hopper that fried with garlichaha sound nice isn't it? but not this COCKCROACH! even i cannt imaginate what is the taste would be. i think it will not as crunchy as the Grasshopper. haha kriuk kriuk


3. Wong Coco Nata the coco Product of Indonesia
haha actually it is just normal jelly but this is so nice... haha i seldom buy this jelly in Indo cz the packaging so sticky, i dunno why in here in SG the packaging is far from the stickiness. huaa this is so nice.. u canm feel the saggy saggy parts the bouncing or even the nata the coco is so crunchy and jumping.

4. Pete/ Sator
haha this one also all supermaket in SG sell this smelly beans. but without the skin. and i found they sell it with the skin!!! walauuuuuu hahaha feels like go back to my hometown! haha Sadly, i'm not buy it. haha

I'm playing this yearbook face hahaha so funny... haha it is not synchronize at all

lalalalala

I try to keep Smiling

hahhaha.. busy with school and take care of myself (after a lot of tears and full of emotion) make me no time to blogging . juts feel lazy like usual.

huaaaa i managed to cut my hair again. actually i want to grow my hair, but i feel that cut shorter also nicest. then perhaps until chinesse NeuJahre my hair already quite long and i dunt want to cut hair at least someone asked me to. haha

I think my hair now looks kind retarted. ahahahah long in one side, and the others SO SHORT! HAHA.. i chose this kind of cutting so when my hair grow , i think it will be become nice. haha

Just forget it all the things that i had been through this 2 weeks. argggghhhhh still feel so sad but sometimea also happy. actually i dunt knw which one that i can trust. Can u all imagine if u have BF that actually already think and feel that the relationship is no more.. but in the other hand the "GF" think it is still. hahaha not my problem also lha..and it is definitely not ME! HAHA i dunt want put my hand into the problem though.

But i am happyyyy cz nowadays i already can talk with "him" hahahha. My Ex taht i really stillll.... haha ( 4 words). our chat also already like usual , and kin dof hard topic, sometimes a bout WHAT HAPPEN IN THE WORLD, including the rates exchange, politic, etc. oH ya.... we are also like to collect EURO.hahaha i want to go German, and i ask him to go with me haha ,and he said no money.. haha ya of course not nowwwwwwww! SIAO ya ! if go now, i also no money. haha but i feel he also want to go with me. ha ha ha ya ya ya dunt hope too much! haha but i feel he want to. hahahha

My course for this 2 weeks, abt art and our world, make me awake from my silent creativity. hahaha.. Ya! now i must think creative again. haha the class enjoyable but sometimes make me sleepy . haha studies about achitecture, paintings, building, etc. I feel like already not in Mass COMM students but more Desain interior or architect student. haha Today we will go to the SAM to see paintings etc.. huaaa seems like so hard to appreciate and find the hidden meaning from the paintings. Say hallo to Picasso, Palock, Albrect Durer, Caspar, Andy WARHOL, etc. hahaha

BTW, all my shows , the new season begin already, and i cannt wait to watch it! hahaha anddd i like this girl who act in Lipstick Jungle. Lindsay Price... she just amazing.. and so preety.. huahua

Publish Post

So prettyyyyyyy

untittled

Don't Give Up
Cz We don't knw What will happen Tomorrow, the next day or later
Just Count every single day and time and make those days are special
Even it is sometimes will make u hurt and full or tears
Count it as its ur unforgettable memories
and there will the answers and the happy ending like bed time
Cinderella story

It is just all my hope and dreams..

Yap! those last 3 post that i suddenly delete unexpectedly...
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it is just my scenario. haha Scenario of my Dream.. maybe I'm thinking too much, thats why i could feel it is true and real and not fake at all.

DO U EVER HAVE A DREAM, THAT ACTUALLY IT IS A DREAM INSIDE THE DREAM? i mean the dream that u dream actually it is also a dream. haha sounds so weird rite? i can have that kind of dream. haha

it is just my hope and dreams that will never happen. but it is true that his fams come here during hari raya.

it is all just my hope and dream. because i missing him so much until every time i sleep only he the one who distract my dream world . Distract with all the fantasy , imagination and the nicest dream ever that i want to make it happen. FYI everytime i dream of him, i feel i dunt want to be awake and just hold the dream until it finished ,even i realize it is just my dream ( ya, i'm also typical person who can dream but awake even i knw it is just a dream:))

But it is just a dream, and soon it will be over and will be replacing by other dreams that i hope can make me happy and not sad and i still hope "u" will come through my dream and keep fulfill my dreams with flowers and happiness and dunt make it STOP.

I think i can become a good script writer if i can make the readers of my blog( haha Is anyone read my blog??ever?? haha i wondered, but if yes.. THX U SO MUCH) believe that some of my post IS TRUE.. and REALLY HAPPEN. But, it is actually just my fiction and fantasy... haha

Yap! i'm full of dream, hope and fantasy....

ps: i really feel taht is true and feel being love again.. thx u my dream , u make it my world so wonderful . actually sometimes i cannt recall my long dreams but this one i can recalled it. haha maybe cz im missing him too much.


ps: i'm really love u...