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It is late posting for my happy Val's day! haha i just remember to post these 2 days. haha cz two days more it will be new month. March! so better i post by today... if not i think i will forget it. haha....

Dragged me to 11 Febuary 2009. hmm.... i think that time... hmm letme think hor....hmm okay.. i remembered, on that day , i just came back from Jakarta. i took morning flight! then reached singapore around 3 pm. actually it could be earlier, if my plane didn't delay. on that time i already miss my dearling so much,.... want to meet up soon but also cannt! cz he were working! so he also never fetch me! haha

Reached home, i just relaxed and enjoy myself and keep hoping there was welcome sms from my dearling, but i waited till around 6 plus also never....ermmm ohhh got! i got receive sms from him but only told that he hmmm " cannn wat time you want to coming, tot u want to fly to my house immediately?'( haha i search this sms in my inbox haha)

how come i can go to his place but he hasn;t go back home. haha so in the end, it was quite late already i reached his place. ( hmmm i think supposed he went to my place, not me???? haha ) but it is okay, cz i miss him too.

Reached there, i find my dearling a bit firm... haha... dunno why... just feel he like put a bit weight!! but gooddddd lhaaaa.... better then become skinnier. my dearling already so skinny, then later become skinnier, then i will looks so BIG!!! ha ha ha ... then suddenly he asked me to change short.. and purposely asked me to open his cupboard, to look for his short.

Everytime i take his short , my eyes will be focusing on the left side of the cupboard. i will not see around the cupboard to search for the short. but when i try to find the short on the left side
( haha ya, my eyes still there.. left side of the cupboard) i couldn't find the short. then he suddenly gave me weird face, then i look back again at him by saying" where is the short", then his face become questioning me. then i look back at the cupboard, and then look back again at him.... and he told me," search lhaaaa, see lhaaa" then i looked at the cupboard again, nw not only the left side but whole side, and then i found

TADAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

yA, I FOUND THIS bouquet of flowers. but i keep look back at him, and look at the flower, cz i thot is like my imagination. hahaha then dearling said" why u so slow..... haha" haha then i MELTEDDDD...... but because he keep laughing.... in the end i want to cried but cannt! hahaha and then he asked me, whether i knw the reason he gave me flower and i said " hmm cz i coming back to spore.." but dearling said " huh? so evrytime u go back to spore, i must bring u flower???" then i said" ya.. hahaha"

but it is not . it is not because i coming back to spore. then i keep thinking, if its not because i coming back to spore then what else? our aniverssary.. it would be so funny if yes, because our aniv is on 18th.... then i suddenly have this weird thot,... OMG..... dunt say my dearling forget the date we been together..... it is 18th not 11th, but i think it will not for aniv things, cz he seems not really celebrate this kind of things. hmmm how about Valentine's, hmmm i think also impossible. cz i thot he not celebrate aniv, so maybe Valentine also will never. but in the end he said like this

dearling;" what is the date today?
me:" 11"
dearling:" ha,ok, then after that? what date?"
me:" 12" (i still keep thinking, dunt say it is for aniv....haha cz it will be so long.."
dearling:" ha.. then then thennnnnnnn"
me":" gOSH!! for Valentine's is it.....??"
dearling: '" ya lhaaaaaaaaaa,,,, aiyoooo why u so slow!!!!!"
me:" hmm how i knw.....i thot u not celebrate this kind of things mah...."
dearling:" ya, cz when Val's day, we will be at Bangkok mah.... so cannt give u flower....."
me:" huh?? why cannt???? hahahahhaha"

THANK YOU DEARLING.....

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Actually i already planned to prepare sumthin for Val's day, but i also dunno what to do.. i scared later he not this kind of person who like to celebrate, then in the end i heart pain.....

after that day, ikeep thingking what to do, actually i was planning to make coastal. i already secretly took the coastal from the cafe that i went in Jakarta. haha then im planning to put our pic or anything lha..... but i think.. how come later pur pic, become wet, or our pics cover with a mug, glass, or jar? hahaha so i keep thinking whereever i go.... then in the end i make thissss hahaha no card i just used this paper bag.... from bodyshop and another things is maybe i baked cookies but how??? no time already....

in the end, on 12th i went to prisca house, cz she will be leaving to HK on the next day, so i asked her to lend me to use her oven. and she want to help me. YAY!!!! THX U

ON 13TH suddenly i had this inspiration to make the ez-link card for him!!!! hahahaha aiyooo that day.....so rush... somemore i havent packed my stuff to bring to BANGKOK, another things is i must help my aunt to take care about her goods, meet clients, deliver the goods and blabla... OMGG.... no time liao...... how how.....in the end i told him, maybe i can only go to his place at night.

but guesss what...... he told me no need to worry and wondering whether i want to go club at night with him and said OK LO. ( at club i feel a bit not nice to dearling.... i feel im a bit wild.... he never drink... but he ordered for me cocktails and have shots haha....and in the end.. Yes.. im a bit high.... but still ok... maybe i was so fast get high cz i never have proper meal on that day... so it made me so fast get high..)










i was hold this card till our aniv come. and i succeed. WOHOOOO.... hmmm actually on that nite, there were something happened between us.. we were not quarell but i think a bit disappointed on each other.i already felt not nice and a bit emo-ing when at Pattaya, but i keep it to myself. in the end, he is the one who also angry with me, cz im stuborn.


hmm but i already prepared for all the possibility that will come for this card. either he will find out and happy, or he will never find out and in the end i will give him directly. so, when he bathing, i secretly put this card on the below of his pillow... ( oh ya.. i also wrote on small paper by saying happy aniv bla2 secretly but he almost find out. haha) . then when we were headed to sleep, our EMO-ing , sad sad things happen, he told me he angry with me or whatsoever....

suddenly he found this card, but didn't knw what it is . he just only said
" how come this card here?" then he saw the card more detail and properly... then suddenly he so quiet and thennnnn hmmm i think u so TOUCHED riteeeeeee....( i still remember ur expression when saw this card and check the date on my phone haha)


( anything that happened on that nite, it will just our story..... hmm ya our story....) ____________________________________________________________________

Val's day gift for my sister and brother... hahaha i asked them to pose haha

Bangkok i LOVE u

Bangkok trip on Val's day 2009

1st day.. after chatucak market..... MASSAGEEEEEE TIMEEEEEE 150 BAHT!!!!
SO CHEAP... haha everyday we did this.
!!!!

Pattaya on 4th day...

hmmm actually a lot things happened on that day.... and dearling already said sorry to me....

he called it beach boys...

Eranthe and me...

Crocodile farm on 3rd day


haha i lazy to move the pics .hahaha

Inside the farm, they decide to play this shootsss

i think if they continued and playing whole day.. i turned DEAF!!!! haha

DEARLING asked E and me posed in here... hahaha

( E, why we let Graydon bully us... haha )


Around Town on 2nd day

Find this nice landscaping showcase... and because the Val's day mood still there, so we took a pic on this!

( on the last day... all the landscaping showcase no more... )

Last day , went to the temple.
i dunno what temple is it, but one of them have the biggest Buddha sleeping.

( thx to dearling... cz he planned to take me here, after i told them i want to go to this kind of heritage place.)

i love this pic!
and this too...






These are were the monk stayed




i got bird shit when visiting the temple... dunno it mean good luck or bad luck.. haha hope it will be good luck for me.
Some more i got touch by the joystick when try to put on the ash after praying.... huaaa



pic pic picsssssssss more pics in my facebook...


Bkk MRT

haha

Too much pics, i cannt upload all in my blog. Even in my facebook i havent finished to upload. lazy to resize it! haha
i want to go back to Bangkok.......still a lot things i havent see and try.... but guessss i tried the insects snacks... hahaha OMG... the taste was like ikan bilis, but when goes to the insect stomach part, the taste... so grosssssssss hahahaha cannt take it...

it cost me 20 baht( around 80 cent i think) of mix insects
( worm, flies, small grashoppers, and i dunno what other insect. hahaha )

hahaha oh ya, i also play speedboat
( I THOT IS HARD TO DRIVE SPEEDBOAT, but nope... hahaha i dunt like when dearling drive the speedboat, make me scared... cz he cannt feel the wave... so keep bumping and feel want to keep fell down. haha see... im pro than U. hahaha i love u dear...)

and fly with ballonnn hahaha i dunno how to call it, it is so scary... fly so high and alone... maybe next time try buggee jumping..
haha like i DARE!!!!



hmmmm i want to go back BANGKOK AGAIN
i dunt care... hahaha soon i will go there again.
and
will
eat
my
PINEAPPLEEEEE
everyday
hope my throat will be ok next time. haha

somewhere nowhere

Coco.Pimp:

You are Yellow Raccoon, who is innocent and depends on people.
You are also amiable and graceful.
You tend to take passive attitude with gentle and modest ways of expression.
You are well liked by both men and women.
You listen to others well, and try to adapt to them.
This makes you feel your emotions are being opressed, and therefore you may suffer mentally.
Unlike your modesty, you hate being restricted.
You want to do whatever you like, and when you like.
You are rather temperament, and are emotionally delicate.
You have great artistic sense, and if you come in touch especially with traditional and ancient things, fortune will smile on you.
It may be good to make museum tours as your hobby.
You are not good at housework; you prefer to work on something you like.
When you get to the middle ages, you may take an interest in spiritual world.
You may experience great change in life.
You live your life steadily, so you shouldn't rush into things.
You have strong motherly feelings, and people depend on you a lot.
After getting married, you will keep your house well.

i just stoning and reply hahahaha
actually i am wondering...is my Ex about thinking of me, then somewhere nowhere, he got this kind of things and tell me? hmmm he told me, and those sentences describing about me.
hmmm
yap!
99.99999% CORRECT!


ps: i try to move on.....my heart was too tired to wait for u. i still remembered ,past few months ago, when u were rite here, beside me, holding my hand ,hugging me and say that u love me.

but

My tears was there.... when send u back.... hoping we can be together again..... but in the end NEVER.

"Not now..."
" why" i replied
" cz u too good and kind for me, i dunt want to broke ur heart again."

( wahlauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.... it is such a lalallallala excuse... i dunno it is for real or not. hmm)

now i have my dearling......my heart belongs to him.

( Poor things for my dearling... the workers keep look down on him.... huaaaaa i feel want to fight with the worker liao. huaaaaaaaa DEARLINGGGGGGGG GANBATTEEEEEEEE)

my mom and a pipe....

Saturday


me: i think i will go to see dentist another day, today saturday... like dad told that maybe the clinic will never open, or the dentist will do my teeth in the rush and in the end not clean. i think just go on Monday ok??

mom: WHAT??( inside the toilet , shouting and scold me) i will take this pipe and hit u, if u not go on Monday..... u will see ok?? go to dentist is important, but u never go there. u just do ur not important things.....

dad: hahahha( laughing and said...) ya..... nvm lha, ur mom hit u using a pipe... later she will pay for ur hospital bill.... haha and mummmm what pipe u will use? how if ur bathroom spoil,cz u took the pipe?hahaha

me: hahhahhaa... OK OK OK LHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SEE THE DENTIST NOW LOOOOO

by this time i scared.... hahaha that is why i manage to go dentist with my mum.


MONDAY.....

my driver was not coming again!!!! huh all my planning ruined. hmmm but i still want to go out, do some beauty care stuff and looking for some stuff. so i headed to the salon to curl my lash... and dome some other stuff there...its quite nice, but hurting.... so much hurting... but the result WOWWWWWWWWW....... I CAN TELL.... GOOD JOB....quite satisfied
( some intermezzo from the PIPE... )

then after that i headed to buy something... then when i was driving.... it was jammed.. and i stuck.... then i open my bag and i sawwwwwww... those book... OMG OMG OMG..... my saving account books..... I FORGOT TO GO TO THE BANK TO TAKE MY ATM CARD!!! gosh!!! how.... how.... while i was driving i was also so stress... some more i couldnt get back... cz its jammed and almost reached the mall... in my head just keep visualize and playing those lyrics that my mum will say it!

" I WILL HIT U WITH A PIPE...I WILL HIT U WIT A PIPE .. I WILL HIT U WITH A PIPE, THEN U WILL KNW..."

reached the mall i also already so stress, cannt see what im looking for.. so just went back and hope the bank still open. i drive my car so fast, till i also feel a bit scared.. and somemore im a bIt lost!!! hahaha gosh.. and those lyrics still playing on my head...... I WILL HIT U WITH A PIPE..., i try to looking for a reason... so my mum will never scold me.

Either i want to tell the truth or i bluff her....

if i tell her the truth the possibbility MAYBE SHE WILL SCOLD ME AND HIT ME WITH A PIPE.. ahhahahha ( actually i think my mum will never do that.. she just using MAGIC BULLET THEORY... hahaha)

or

i bluff her by saying that when i reached there, the electricity down..and cannt operate, or maybe there no person there.. but i scared, cz i think my mum will complain to the bank headquarters and told about this things.... ( ya.. my mum WILL dare to call , to make complain haha its proven!)

and the result...

i will tell the truth along with JOKES!...

WHEN I REACHED HOME... I ALREADY CAN FEEL THAT MY MUM WILL SCOLD ME

me: ( smiling and smiling when reached home and shouting) mummmmm U DUNT HIT ME WITH A PIPE OK... HAHAHA.... DUNT! JUST HIT ME WITH APPLE PIE THEN I WANT...

MUM: huh? hahahhahhahahha she just laugh and laugh... ya i will hit u with a pipe....hahahhahahha.....

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im so released my mum never scolded me... or shouted at me... i think because i told her today i was fasting and vegetarian cz it the 15th. hahaha so maybe she accept my apologize.... and dunt want to scold me.somemore i told her, the saving account also not mine, even it is using my name, but she the one who use it. haha thats why im not remember hahahaha

i dunno why my mum , keep mention the pipe... and have the idea to using the pipe to hit me.. haha so funny...

JAKARTA and my OPINION

Bored

Its been 2 weeks in Jakarta, my hometown, it feels so bored. but it is not count all those dinnered, karaoke and my theater group reunion. i want more this gathering but cannt. my place is so far away from them. ya... i stayed at hmm east but almost NORTH, just counted it is north... and all my high school friendssss mostly.. hmm i think not mostly. but ALL.. ok noted that.. ALL stayed at the south.

If i planning to go to south side of Jakarta, it means whole day... ya.. count those traffic jammed that always happen,that make me so sick to stay here.... even there is a highway.. and somemore now its so expensive.... the jammed is still there. it is like the skin and the bone.. hmm and flesh .. haha that always stay together. talking about Jakarta, it means JAMMED!!!!!! I DUNNO AND I COULDNT IMAGINE how ppl here can survive... how they can meet their client... how they can manage their time.... hmm

these is the timing of the traffic jammed that i observe so far.. this few days in JAKARTA

8-9 am PLUS till 10 am. i knw.. this time all those white and blue collar worker is on their way to work..
those time when i want to go out in the morning, im thinking that, if i want to go out in the morning, means i must get up early and then go out around hmm maybe almost 7 am.. or 6 am.. so i can avoid the jammed. But guess what... it is wrong... it is still JAMMED. HAHAHA OK?? just think like this, if all the ppl , Jakarta citizens who really aware that every morning it will be jammed, and they all think like me, same.. must get up and go out early.... MEANS.... NO DIFFERENT... hahaha all the thinkers like me will on the road.. and sure JAMMED. HAHAHHAHA

this kind is happen to me and my fams, every time we want to go to my grandpa cemetery.. during the ghost month, or some occasion that a lot of Chinese fams go to the cemetery. my dad always told us to get up early, so when reached there, will have parking lot, and can avoid the jammed. hahaha but guesssssssssssss hhhhaha ITS ALL WRONG.... ahahahah this tactics and strategy is already so old... and all the families that go to the cemetery also aware. so even we already go early, the jammed is still there, and the parking lots is still there... but not for us.. haha ya still must in que to get the lots. haha


5 pm-7pm ... this is when all the worker go back home.... sure jammed. and no choice... the car will moved like a turtle... haha

sometimes even not those typical time, some area in Jakarta is crowded and jammed.... i just feel want to have the robotic car.. so when i press a button, the car will suddenly bcome so high, and then can pass all the car.. haha i imagining and i feel if that become real.. i will keep waving from the top, and say.." c u....i go 1st.. bye bye" hahaha another beside robotic car, maybe i want to have my helicopter.. so if the jammed really make the car stuck and feels just pray to the GOD, to make the car moving... i can call my helicopter to rescue me.... hahahaha sounds so nice.. hahaha but all those just bullshit or maybe will never happen.

i dunno why, in Jakarta the traffic so worst... even it is jammed, sometimes actually is NOTHING!!!!! omg.... NOTHING!!!! but mostly the one who make the jammed worst is the public transport. hahaha ya.. all the public transport just make a noise and jammed. They can stop anywhere, or park anywhere and wait for the passengers anywhere... i think they feel that they own the street. so, for those who stayed in Singapore, and another countries that not have this problem ,u all sure and must be glad and happy.

Sometimes, i wonder, when my hometown become neat , steady and no traffic.... peace.. happily ever after... hahaha and i think... will never...... im not judge that Indonesia government is bad, but i think the lowest level of the government who in charge or this kind of traffic , criminal , and etc, should take responsibility to help the president. i am pity of the president.... hahaha feel that he has big headache, no medicine no treatment haha, and no one help him, really help him, without ask anything to gainback, hmmm it is so tough and challenging become the leader for this country. I dunno why now, they all compete each other to become a President of Indonesia. Somemore they try to keep say negative to their rivals. hmmmm so confusing... why dont they just become together and with the deepest warmly heart accept the one who will be the chosen to conduct this country to have the better future and put a side their own needs and wants.

hua... sound my post so heavy.... but it is true.. and it is just my opinion.. maybe it is rite maybe it is wrong.. and i admit. but this all just my opinion of what i feel about my country. i love my country hahaha ya. beside that i love my bf .. of course.. haha thats why i want to see this country to become better and better in the future.



it is heavy post..
haha

Cap Go Meh

CUTE LIL' NIECE...

Puff cakes, hand made ...
inside is RHUMMMMMMMMMMMM haha so nice..

Cakes..
the puff cakes damn nice... cannt eat too much...
its RHUM... and also .. fatty.. haha

it is called" LONTONG CAP GO MEH" its quite similar like the ketupat which is we often see it during Hari Raya Festive.

all relatives from my dad's side gathered at my place. Foods everywhere... they all brought their own dishes.. so many.. and delicious.. ......................

ps: so sad that all those close up pics of the food , i accidentally erase it!!! hiks hiks

it is the end of Chinese New Year Celebration 2008