She promised to herself that she will not crying

She promised to herself that she will not crying


Look at the girl rite here….
Yes, she is crying
Crying silently and quietly
Hiding under her blanket and pillow
She knows this kind of things will happen soon
She knows this kind of situation will happen to her soon or later
She promised to herself that she will not crying

She has brave heart
She has strong heart
She is trying to be cool and calm
Still… She promised to herself that she will not crying

But she just a girl

Girl who has weak heart
Girl who wants to hide her true feeling
Girl who just wants to act like nothing will happen to her
Still…She promised to herself that she will not crying

She is just a girl who need boy
Boy who can be with her in any kind of situation
Boy who can be with her when she need him
Boy who can be with her when she need shoulder to cry on
Still… she promised to herself that she will not crying

She needs more than a boy
She needs a MAN rather than a boy
Man who can manly protect her
Man who can manly support her
Man who can manly love her
Still… she promised to herself that she will not crying

Now the time is coming…
The Man that she loves will be away
The man that she just tried to know will be away
The man that she just tried to understand will be away
She know it; she realized it
And she promised to herself that she will not crying

Her Man will be away
Away for a while
A while for something
Something for a reason
Reason to be ready
Ready for his future
Her Man know that he will leave His Girl
and he promised to his girl that he will be coming back again to her
His Girl know that Her Man will leave her
And she promised to herself that she will not crying


In the end
she is just a girl that will crying when she knows that she will be apart
in the end
she is just a girl that will crying when she noticed her man will be in distance
in the end
she is just a girl that will crying when she doesn’t know when she will meet her man again.

Soon or later she will cry…
She is crying now….
Tears that she try to holds and hides from
In the end she couldn’t holds and hides anymore
Even she promised to herself that she will not crying

(For now on....
she will promised to herself that she will not crying no more
she will just right here waiting for his man to come back for her)



-Coralline (040110)-