i'm with U...= FAT... lol

i m in Jakarta now..... and its nothing different actually.. just find here is more and more hot and so humid.... sometimes i cannt take it ! the weather so hot.. but suddenly RAINING SO HARD!!!!

Thursday:

reached Jakarta.... straight away.... someone ask me to go out. ok.. this is my friend from primary and Secondary school and we were also classmates during Sec 3. hmmm a bit weird actually.....

actually , he is also in my group.... like gank... is not like a gank also but we often hang out together but i seldom talk to him. thats why, suddenly a bit weird when he fetched me at my place( OMG.. how come he knw my place... i thot he will get lost! haha)then.... he ask me whether i want to watch MY BLODDY VALENTINE IN 3D.... with all his friend... then i just agreed.

that movie.. hahahha a bit, SCARY!! CZ using 3d effects so make looks so real and so close....some parts of the scene a bit shocking also but really can see its so fake... hahahhahha the ending of the movie... aiyoo same like FRIDAY THE 13TH......lol.

Friday

actually i was panning to drive myself to change money and buy somethin outside.... when he knw, he asked me whether need acc or not.. and somemore his sister want to join also.... and a bit want to see me also ( his sister so cute.... hua.. i forgot to take his sister pics... really pretty)

so i went with his sister also.. quite fun... cz his sister also talkative and easy going..

Both of us.. havent watched XMAN ORIGINS... and a lot ppl said it was nice movie.... actually when i was still at SG, he also already asked me to watch with him... cz when all his fren watched X-MAN... he couldn't make it.....he must fetch his dad.... his dad just discharged from hospital...so that nite.. again we watch movie.. lol

so hmm... it was just kinda a DATE.... ya kinda....oh ya..before that, he fetched me to his place..( CZ I WANT TO ONLINE TOOOO LOL, i cannt live without internet connection. haha) and meet his parents... its nice.. to meet them... lol actually i knw his mom ... cz often saw her during Sec3( during sec 3 i was the class captain, so i will knw all parents who come to take the grade report or maybe something about the class)


Saturday:

morning he fetched me to see my frens who in hospitalized for his illness.. poor him.... he just got serious operation. i just hope he get well soon... cz im so pity him..... i remember during sec3 farewell party, he came to the school with all those hospital equipments.... and sudenly i cry when singing farewell song.... really appreciate his effort to attend the farewell party. but i heard his leukemia is 95% been cured.... and now suddenly his brain nerves got somethin.. thats why need operation. he really need a lot of attention.....




after that we went to my grandma place... cz i need to deliver sumthin..... and thx to him again.. he want to drive me there.... ( my grandma a bit hiperbolic...... ask me who is him.... when i told its my fren...my grandma give me nasty and fishy smile....... and again i told it is my fren.....but in the end she ask more and more questions..... somemore my grandma offer him food and drink.... and not offering me.. huh!!!! why can like that! haha)

then.. before headed home we had luch at noodle house .... hmm and its quite nice... the noodle is normal, but the soup is POWER!! haha dunt say its taste good because they using a lot of vetsin or ajinomoto. hahahha im a bit laugh.. cz he ask to top up the soup.. i thot will come out with the same small bowl, but it came on the big bowl... hahahhaha

with minced pork

with chicken and mushroom for me




the top up soup... hahahaha so nice....

hahahha become so watery his ones... but i think he loves it.. haha

reached home arnd 3 .30 pm then my mum ask me to drove her to massage place and scrubbing and as well drove my bro to his gym..... i will not missed this massage session..
(cz my mum will pay it for me.... wohoooo hahahhhaha), so in the end i was also do massage and scrubbing.. hua..... so nice

reached home arnd 6 pm, and get ready to go out with his fren again.... hahahahha planning to watched ANGEL AND DEMONS...but couldnt make it.. cz too late and i think i cannt go back so late.... lol... ya in jakarta i have my late night timing... lol


hua..i just realize...these 3 whole days.. im with him.... hahaha hmmm i dunno what i feel actually.....i just try to be a fren with him... i knw i think it is too obvious already.... but still i think i still need time....time to think, time to decide.....

i knw his background of his past relationship also and i think quite make him so.... zzzzzz lol... thats why maybe we can so fast get a long....but dunno what will happen in the end actually... just hope everything will be okay...

just find him actually really nice and sweet...... and i knw, its not because now he keep acc me, so he become nice..... but cz i knw... we grow up together.... ( er,, not really actually, but i knw haha lol...) .thats why i knw abt him, and now.. i am getting knw him more.


okay.. thats all for today..... hope i can find what i want and need ....

it was just a lovely nice weekend!!!!

this is what i called...MY SINS

Indulge Your Gastronomical Experience at
Hajah Maemunah Restaurant

Found this malay indon restaurant nearby my place... Hajah Maemunah restaurant, is a such nice restaurant. Even the place not so big.. but i found quite fit for a lot of people. customer will go and come.... so it's make the place not so crowded.

The service on ths resto was also good. after we picked out our meal...( its self service) then we willdirectly go to the cashier to make purchase... and one of the staff will bring our food to our table.

What i can describe about all the food is

for eyes it will be so tempting... u see the display of the food.. u feel want to try all hahaha ur eyes will keep blinking and starring all the food... lol when u eat the food.. WOW..... its like the flavour burst into ur mouth. U can feel the taste spread out to each side of ur mouth..Everytime i dig my rice... (OMG.... i dunno why i can eat rice..... ya... if u eat this kind of malay food better u use rice... cz the one who make delicous is the gravy.. haha i knw its fatteningbut once a while its okay.. hahaha) back to when i dig my rice, i just keep want to feed my mouth again and again..... i just feel so high....0>O hahhahaha high.. because i feel OHH... finally i found this resto.. hahahhaha somemore its neaby my place.. arhh i just loved it... im so sorry if my description sound too hiperbolic... but it was true... hahaha

ITS TREMENDOUSLY DELICIOUS...

This is Bakwan... is like fried veggie with flour... taste so nice.. taste so indon... i just cannt resist to eat more and more.. oh no... im fat!!! it cost s$ 0.50 wow.. so cheap!!!

Nyotnyot cost s$3.00

when i want to order this one, i told the kakak

me: kak, itu masih ada nenek? ( kak, is there any grandma?")

kakak: huh? nenek?

me: somethin like snail... that we must suck it up when eat...

kakak: ohh hualah... that one is NYONYOT!!!! OR CUCUK....

ME: HUH? hahahhaha NYOTNYOT?


i think i knw why they called it NYOT NYOT, cz we suck it up when eating.. and the sound is nyotnyotnyotnyot .. hahahha

i' m pro if eat this kind of things... ok.. the taste is like.. a bit sticky... like jelly.. hahahhaha i think for those who see the inside of this nyotnyot will refuse to eat. i remembered, if my dad cooked this one, he will use XO cognac... its not in curry like this. and because i am so lazy.. and feel so tiring eat this one..( cz i want eat the soup also.. haha) i will just suck all this shell and spilled out again until all is the flesh... then i will eat it.... i dunno u all can imagine or not, but the important thing is.. when i suck it, i never swallow it, i just put in the bowl and wait till many.. then put the soup.. hahaha

Stefi meal is also veggie... she told me that she want to choose all that showed on the display. hahaha

@ Fried Tempe
@ Fried potato with ikan bilis
@ hmm and i think is sayur lodeh.. its sumthin like mix veggie but have coconut curry




Overallll, i was only eat veggie.. cz i dunt like all those meat... all those instestine or whatsoever...
my dishes got

@ Urap( Tauge, long bean, and hmmm i dunno another veggie is called what but in indon they called it KECIPIR( ITS GOOD FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND CHOLESTEROL) and the gravy is coconut flakes, its sweet and tasty... plz noted.. all that is RAW!)

@ ACAR( cucumber, carrot , Onion with chilli and vinegar... hmm so fresh and nice)

@ sambal tofu and tempe

@ gulai daun singkong or i think in english they called tapioca leaves with green curry haha its really so nice......





See the tea pot there... i thot is for wash hand... cz many ppl rite there eat using their hand... OW.. i want to use hand also like when i am in Indon.... but i think... not in Singapore.. the feeling not nice... i think my thought if that tea pot for wash hand is the stupid thinking... haha the tea pot actually is for refill... the ice water there...and its freee.. Wohoooo...... so nice isn't it? i just loved this place too much i think....

all cost us only s$8.80 haha not includng the nyotnyot and bakwan...

So.. just give it a try to this restaurant....... its HALAL.... no pork no lard.. hahaha ya.. nowadays ppl scared to eat pig because of the swine flu... ( lucky.. i seldom take pork.... i feel a bit smelly.. no offence for those who like pork ok? i knw they said it is nice.. but not for me...hehe)

ask me if u need acc to this HAJAH MAEMUNAH RESTAURANT ,
i will be happy to assist u there..
lol

The Three Days Rule

source from wikipedia and also the show

how i met your mother epi 21 fourth season:

At MacLaren's, Ted gets a phone number from a girl at the bar (Holli, played by Rebecca Budig), and after announcing his catch to the gang, says that he'll call her immediately. Barney nixes the idea, citing the "Three Days Rule" (waiting three days to call a perspective love interest). He claims the rule has its origins in Jesus' resurrection (who Barney claims also invented the high five).

i try to type what barney said

ted:
i think i will call here, right now
barney:
U can't call her, u have to wait 3 days to call the woman , its the rule
ted:
Barney.... that's completely played out, girls know exactly what you are doing... HEY!!! I've got new rule , its kinda crazy, but it called " U LIKE HER, U CALL HER"
barney: mm i'm sorry, can u repeat that? i never speak, i never get laid??
marshall: the 3 days rule is insane... that mean who come out with that?

barney:
JESUS...

marshall:
Barney....dunt do this? not with Jesus...

Barney:
seriously, Jesus started the whole wait 3 days things , he wait 3 days to come back to life.. It wouldn't perfect if he is only wait for one day. A lot of ppl wouldn't even heard that he died, it would be ," Hey Jesus, Waddup... and Jesus will be," Waddup, i died yesterday.." and then they will be " ermmm a look preety a live to me dude...." and then, Jesus afterwards explain how is he resurected and how miracle and then the dude will say," okay.. whatever u say , bro.."

robin:
Wow , ancient dialog sound so still till now..

barney;
and he will not comeback in Saturday, everybody busy ..., workin on the lome.. trippin their beer, nooooooo he waits till the exact right number of day... is 3.

ted:
okok, i promise.. i will wait for 3 days, stop talking..

suddenly

barney:
But its Sunday!!!! so evryone in church already, and said" no no no , Jesus is Dead..." then BOOOOMMM!!!! He burst from the back door, run up the isle, and tolly sight.. and FYI, that he invented HI 5!!!!!

it was so funny and hilarious
i keep replay the show almost 6 times.... hahaha

my 1st pickpocket!

Never had planned to hit the floor that nite.. but suddenly erant text me asking whether i am free tonite and want to go zouk or not. After i think and think... then i decide to go...somemore its Saturday nite... and i dunt want to be alone.... thx for E and Fat who already ask me to go out.


Graydon never that nite... hope to see hm actually but its okay lha.... in the end,he fetched me . hahaha why? bacause i got PICKPOCKET!!! HUA.. it was my unlucky nite..... i want to have fun and enjoy.... in the end... haiz...... i lost everything....my COACH WRISTLET ITS GONE... HAIZ.... Hope the pickpocket will think that its fake ones, then will returned to me. hahahhaa but i think it is just a dream haha actually i realize when i got this pickpocket, then i suddenly grab my bag, and i still can safe my phone and cam....

i think fat got text him, to tell what happen with me.. but actually i also text him. i never expect or hope he came and fetch me.... deep inside my heart im happy... cz mean he still care of me.
he also helped me to make police report and send me home. ya... like what i said... he really nice and kind guy actually , as long he not grumpy or in the bad mood. hahaha

thx to all fat's and gryadon frens that nite.. aiayahh.. i still couldn't remember the name, i just now mizi.... hahaha cz he acc me and help me bring my sling bag... haha so funny of him... i heard from Erant that he put his ic on my bag.. but i never see it... aiyahhhh it was just a bad day for all. hahaha

after my incident, there are another incident, from what i heard from Erant, Matin gf, got cut on her leg, bcz of glass and somemore Fat have fight with stranger on the club, because this ppl thot that fat keep pushing them. aiyahhh.. its nonsence OKAY??? that nite phuture so crowded....how not to push here and there? it was a disaster day but i want to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAT!!
IM NOT DRINK ALL OKAY? HAHAI

I like this pic, so funny.... Erant so expressive and fat like suck ing Erant cheeks. hahahaha he like monster...... oh ya.. that nte, i think i still owe fat few bucks...hahahha dunt worry i will return back to u. haha somemore that nite, i keep saying" hua.. why u so kiam siap..... hahahaha" to fat... haha but its true lha... phuture too expensive i think.. and somemore the palce so small. hahaha and the drink too ex.... prefer DBLO 4ever.. lol

had a snacks before club ... PRATA...hahahahaha the teh o ais.. quite nice..... haahhaha, but i dunt think so for the milo.

ps: thx to someone who acc whole nite..... even we in distance..... i think..... it might Be work out. MAYBE... ITS MAYBE... so sorry to make u stay awake till i reached home...

oh ya... i reached home arnd 4 am and ready to work on 8 am... huaahahaha how crazy that was. hahaha....but i must professional... work is work .... work hard party hard and study hard... lol

the next monday... whole day i full of duty..... went to all the bank to make new card.. and also went to school to settle my renewal of student pass... cz my ic was also gone.. lucky for me, i still can go back with referring the letter from my school taht been approve from ICA. phiuh......

thx for salvian to lend me his card.. to purchased my online ticket.... dunt worry bro.. i will pay u soonnn

i will be carefull next time..
ya i will
AGAIN.... THX U GRAYDON...

Random

i knw i open this month with my sadness.... hmmmm i dunno why , why i let this happened..
i have those feel of regret .... deep inside my heart. Yes i have...
i still miss him actually, even i try to forget him, forget about everything.... but i still cant! i still put my alarm on 7 am.. which is the time i will always wake up to make him wake so he will be not late to work. Now 7 am is still ringing.... i dunno why, its not because i need to wake on that time but, my body and my mind already adjust to it. 7 am now is just a memory.. a memory that always still in ringing in my heart and mind.
Talking about 7 am , its a bit like same like 7 pm.... during couple weeks b4 we split up... i always hear Taylor swift songs in his car... hahaha OMGG.. ok now i bit emo...suddenly i can recall evrything that happened , our happy memories.

I wonder if he still read my blog or not. hmmm... i hope what i had done to him, it will remain a good memories to him....i hope he will also keep and use everything that i ever gave to him. arhhhhgghhh im so sad now.... and whyyy i just keep asking why.... hmmmmm

But for now , i also want to be alone... i just lazy to entertains all the guys who approached me...for those who try to approach me, im so sorry if i give u all those kind bad attitude.... i hope u all understand what i have been through.... i knw.. me and my Ex relationship is only a while.. but i really have that feeling for him... so plz apologize me for being neglecting u all.

ya, i am typical girl who really devoted into relationship. thats why i really need time to be alone after this incident. so again, plz... apologize me.

Overall... i just... miss him.. :(

Heart broken Gateaway

i need more outing with frens.... yes i need!!!!

Its Over!!!

i know its so hard... i dunno its hard for u or for me. But confirm, i am feel so hurt right now

i felt so sad to end our relationship
i still love u deep inside my heart and it is real
i still miss u day by day and hope to see ur text for me
From what we had been going through, i felt so glad that i know you
Maybe it was just not a right time to have this relationship
i still remembered when we were knowing each other....
Being pampered, care and love in the end, and then we just suddenly together after a lot of drama that i had been going through, u were there.... fill my emptiness...

I know u love me, i can feel it ( hope its true:))
but where were u? day by day, i just can feel so far away from u
and i was so sad on how u treat me....

i am just too sensitive and emotional girl... who really need attention to be take care of.
Maybe i asking too much and i feel sorry for it.

i hope we still can be friend. i dunt want loose another GUY friends.... it was just make me heart pain and believe that i really cannt get well with GUYS.
i dunt want to loose contact with u also, i really still want to be there for u, hear ur grumpiness and life story....

i hope u can feel my love for u, cz i really have that feeling for u
i just feel empty when we were apart
but there is no choice for me and for u also ,
i think u just concentrate on what u been doing rite now, and try to be focussed on it.
Dunt make me disappointed k?

Hmm its really make me sad,
everytime i flashed all those beautiful memory. i just can smiling and keep thinking on how to return on those our happiest time.

Hm... i hope u also will doing well, take care of yourself,become less grumpy lol
Hope u will get someone who really can cope with u, loves u and so much better than me..

i still really SAYANG u.....
and
u should believed it.

Crazy sista

Crazy sis'

Plz la... cut ur hair... ur hair already so grosss. like sotong, like squid...... and better u use my shampoooo... so oily lha sis ur hair... haha

but i think u still pretty
lol
btw i envy her nose... big, got bone and not flat like me!!!

why she dunt let me to kiss herrrrrrrr????

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Handsome suit

Hohohoho. my nose looks so nice in here.... plz noted that this pic is unedited.. so it is original hahaha... btw... plz ignore my room that so messy... hahaha

My preparation for make BLACK PEPPER sPRING rolls
( btw i used the Blackpepper sauce to make it nicer and tastier)

tadahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the result...

gOSH! i dunno what happen to me... but it was make me a bit worried....

yeahh.. actually i am a bit happy when i weight myself... but i think my scale just spoil. How come only 2 -3 days i can loose so much weight! ....the fact is i feel normal.... i feel on those days, i still eating . Somemore i eat sweet sweet things.. like green bean soup, red beansoup, pulut hitammm lol... i dunt believe this SCALE!!!!( but inside my heart is happy.. hahahalol)

Taken on 17/04/09

Taken on 18/04/09

i think got GHOST KISS MY HAND LAST NITE... Gosh! that day dreamt about a ger kissed me, and now got GHOST..... kissed me... oh nooooooooooo

Watched HANDSOME SUIT at bf place.... quite nice and funny.... buttt no subtitles.. only have mandarin subtitles.. OMG... i cant read i only can understand a bit Japanese somemore...HUH! but in the end i still understand the moral stories of the movie. The moral of the stories is Do not judge a book by its Cover... Sometimes looks is not important.... Good Looks will be gone... by the time goes by.... the important part is from inside.... ya.. i think this is the moral story from this movie... but the fact is.. in the real world, ppl will still acknowledge those who have nice and good looks than the other one( can i mention UGLY here? haha)


For me, i believe each individual have their own beauty and their charms. The matter is just how we can upgrade and improve ourselves to be accepted in this real scary horrible world.

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Happy six month anniversary darling....

i got present for u
and where is my present???

LOL

i kissed the ger and i like it!!!

Ya.... she kissed me... she hold my hand... grab my waist... we walk hand in hand.. like a couple . a lot of eyes stare at us.... i was not feel comfort...and convenience but she make sure everything will be okay and nothing wrong.... but i really can feel a lot of eyes stare at us like we are suspicious person.

and


suddenly

in front of naked public eyessss

she kissed my neckkk and try to kiss me...

gosh... i scared..... i dunno wat to do.... feel weird....

but in the end i just took her kisses.....and i try to enjoy it!!!!

but in the endddddddd

tutttttttt tutttttttt titttttttttt tut.....i heard a song from THE SCRIPT! THE MAN WHO CANNT BE MOVED!..... GOSHHH hold hold it......


I DUNT WANT TO AWAKEEEEEEEE

A WHILE MORE.....






LOL

in the end i wake up and see its 7.00 am already and try to wake my darling like used to...

sigh..i wish i can repeat or continue my dreammm

FINALLY
I CAN FEEL , HOW BEING KISSED BY A GIRL AND I THINK I LIKE IT!
HAHA
BUT , IN THE END, I PREFER BEING KISSED BY A GUY

LOL


( i knw the ger...... i knw the ger... hahaha but it will be a secret!!! lol)