What i miss....

my cute times..

My gossiping Partner

My lady partner

My LAME and CRAZY partner

My long hairrr

and now miss someone new....

haha dunt have the permission to upload his picz. haha i guess soooo haha

my apologize

(((DATING!!!!!

hmmm sound fun rite? ya,.... hmm im so shyyyyyyyyy.. to tell.. so i will not share my story here... but the main point is.. i kinda found someone, who stole the star to brighten up my nights, someone who stole my intentions, someone who open the lock of my heart, someone who have the secret charm that mesmerizing me and someone who DARE.... to nag at me!!! i will take it slow and let see what will happen. Just let u knw, that i scared to admit it. i scared if there are a lot ppl will get hurt. i scared if it is just temporary feeling, i scared to have broken heart with the reason bcz other ppl that may be dislike or disagree with our relationship. i scared if its only ur bullshit and ur trap. haha so sorry.... but its true. i still have must learn much abt u. and i also tell u that my feeling for my past relationship is too strong, so i hope u can understand too. ( I knw ur hmmm homepage is my blog site, haha so i hope u can understand what i try to tell u. i hope for the best for us, and dunt FALL in lOVE wit me so easily.. and too fast. k? u still dunno me...))))))


Sorry IF i sound broke ur heart with my few sentences above. Never mean to hurt u, but its my thoughts and just my worst terrified horrible imagination ever!!!! and i will never do it again.

Ich danke Dir für Deine Unterstützung

i try the best for us... ok? but seems its still too fast, so just take it slow. but u knw what i feels rite?
Hope the DAY will come.. and Become Our DAY....

xoxo

picz pics

1a family..........


try to upload old pics! now my hair grow long already...

see her face so cute... i think she will be shock!!! if she knw i upload her face like this. evrytime she go taka, she will get free puff.. hahaha nice rite the puff? haha

My smell.....

I loved the smelll

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH

dUNT ASK ME WHY..

it is a secret that i will never tell.

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

This one also smell nice... but almost finish already. haha i even havent open this parfume. still new.. haha i promised i will not buy any parfume again..
Sound im so adore Burberry parfume. but it is really nice smell and so classic.

my 1st parfume ever... smell sooooooooooo damn nice.. and left little bit also.. so cannt so often to used.

Actually, all my parfumes almost finish!!it is not bcz of me taht evrytime used, but also my sister that using my parfume!!!! YEAHH.. we share our parfume. but for the Burberry the 1st pic, im not share with her. and also the parfume that almost finished. cz i want to collect the bottle and it must have the perfume itself even its little bit only. haha

ask my sis to use this britney spears parfume more often, btw the smell is like BARBIE doll smell . It is nice alsoThis marc jacobs parfume is smell jasmine.. really nice.. for dating... haha feel so romantic.. and elegance

i ask my sis cannt used this parfume ANYMORE... its almost finish!!!! thx to Dev..... this parfume smell nice...

Seems i like parfume so much... hahah ya i like to have smell nice. its my kind of habit. haha even after bathing and want to sleep i will put the baby oil and baby powder
( this one is same as my fren Priska, she also loved baby smell haha. lets hunting Zwitzall product Together...!!! i think my mum bought for me the baby powder 2 bottle, i will give one for u dear.... haha) . haha and spray the victoria secret body mist.

i loved to being smell nice, and some more there is certain kind of smell that remains me of someone and something haha and i spray it everytime i want to sleep.
hohohohohoho DUNT LAUGH!!!!! IM SO TICKLISH!!!!!!

Working, Examing, Dating, and Emo-ing

WORKING!!!

Just finished my part time work last Wednesday... hoa.. so tired but still FUN. My work place is at Takhimaya 1A crispy puff outlet. I become the cashier plus plus. Plus plus it means that im also do the packing, take the order, and help them to fold the curry puff. Everyday sure i will eat the puff. i like the sardines.... hmmm yummy... but everytime i eat i ask to put more onion instead of the sardines. haha ya i like ONION!!! haha... but the otah puff also nice, the best time for it is when its really hot!!!! it is damn nice!!!! i think next time i will bring my own filling, and cook there. haha

Working at Taka is so fun. i feel like already have the family there. evryday , confirm i will get free food stuff or discount from other stall. i dunt knw why? maybe they pity me? haha but sure the aunty selling the Timsum, i think pity me. hhaha she knw that i am a student and bla bla... thats why, evrytime buy Ha gao or siew mai, sure will have discount or maybe she will give me more!!! thx uuu auntieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... somemore this auntie that time want to give me bigpau... cz she worried abt me. why she worried? bcz evrytime she see me eat lunch only little and mostly only snacks. haha but i refuse ... i said its too much and maybe next time. hahahaha.. not auntie Timsum, but the four season durian also sometimes give me the kueh!!! and their pancake!!! their pancake so nice!!! hahaha auntie juice stall also. huaaaa everyone so SAYANGGGS ME!!! im so touched!!!!! i feel i want to bring food for their all? but how ya? haha

EXAM-ING...

ya ya ya, im on exam week now... but waitssssssssssssssssss


wait

wait

wait

I WATCHED RIHANNNAAAAAAA CONCERT!!!!! it was damn fantastic and i was not regret!!! thx u for MANAVI that already asked me to watch Rihanna... huaaa the performance really great and quite satisfied. why only QUITE satisfied? bcz i want MOREEEEEEEEE AND MORE.... HAHA.....RIHANNA U rocks!!!! haha


okok its my exam week now,,, before that i also must complete my assignment. hmm feel so lazy!!! but soon i will finish my assignment. i hope i do the right things with my assignment. haha

exam oh exam... i dunt want!!! i already bored to study!!! i want to work sooon.... i want to graduate soon..i want to become CARRIER WOMAN.... haha for all the guys outhere... if u want to be with me, u must compete with my busyness... haha why? must compete? bcz,,, for me BF is the second ones. haha... even i will love him so much, cz i thot that bf has me. so no worries... haha but dunno lha, who want to be with the girl that always put other people number ONE and the BF number TWO? haha

i will study hard for the exam!!!! i want to get more A. yap!!! A... its my aim. i am aiming it. hope i can get it... actaully this module, seems not really important, but quite exciting. why? cz we learn to knw abt arts and culture. but mostly arts. i found so interesting and digging up my exploration of my creativeness.

DATING!!!!!

hmmm sound fun rite? ya,.... hmm im so shyyyyyyyyy.. to tell.. so i will not share my story here... but the main point is.. i kinda found someone, who stole the star to brighten up my nights, someone who stole my intentions, someone who open the lock of my heart, someone who have the secret charm that mesmerizing me and someone who DARE.... to nag at me!!! i will take it slow and let see what will happen. Just let u knw, that i scared to admit it. i scared if there are a lot ppl will get hurt. i scared if it is just temporary feeling, i scared to have broken heart with the reason bcz other ppl that may be dislike or disagree with our relationship. i scared if its only ur bullshit and ur trap. haha so sorry.... but its true. i still have must learn much abt u. and i also tell u that my feeling for my past relationship is too strong, so i hope u can understand too. ( I knw ur hmmm homepage is my blog site, haha so i hope u can understand what i try to tell u. i hope for the best for us, and dunt FALL in lOVE wit me so easily.. and too fast. k? u still dunno me...)

EMO-ING

im emoing bcz hmmm i will not tell u who make me so sad lately. beside im so happy, the other hand im also sad. i already treat him like my bff. My big brother. but why he like that. keep make me headache!!!! i knw u still have the feelings for me, but i already tell u long time ago that we most likely cannt be together.Not bcz that i love my EX so much but there are other things that i cannt cope with u.

1. im so sad, when u said that u want to avoid me, bcz i told u that i going out with other guy.
2.im so sad , when u tell that u will get ur lisence soon!!!! im so damn A.N.G.R.Y!!!! it means u dunt knw me at all, even we already knw each other quite long.
3. im so sad an emo-ing when u said that i already not used to take BUS or MRT!!!! im so ... pissed off... means, u really really dunno me at all.
4. i hope there is no the 4th ones....

i knw that u always being sarcastic and joking, but this is not funny .. im so hurting. i feel taht, u really dunno me at all. but its up to u... maybe is better for u to think i am a BAD girl. so u will easy to move on. im so soryy to tell u all these things but i really really sorry. i still want u to be my big bro... and bff. Hope u can respect my decision and actions. i dunt want to loose a friend.i still care of u ok?

WCBIL...

Be still my heart
Lately its mind is on it's own
It would go far and wide
Just to be near you

Even the stars
Shine a bit bright I've noticed
When you're close to me


Still it remains a mystery

Anyone who seen us
Knows what's going on between us
It doesn't take a genius
To read between the lines
And it's not just wishful thinking
Or only me who's dreaming
I know what these are symptoms of
We could be in love

I ask myself why
I sleep like a baby through the night
Maybe it helps to know
you'll be there tomorrow


Don't open my eyes
I'll wake from the spell I'm under
Makes me wonder how Tell me how
I could live without you now


And what about the laughter
The happy ever after
Like voices of sweet angels
Calling out our names
And it's not just wishful thinking
Or only me who's dreaming
I know what these are symptoms of
We could be in love


All my life
I have dreamed of this
But I could not see your face


Don't ask why two such distant stars
Can fall right into place


Oh, it doesn't take a genius
To know what these are symptoms of
We could be
We could be, we could be in love

Could be in

We could be in love

new Month!

my new spec!!!.. but still must change the lens to the one which have degree. Next time, when going back indo then i will change it! yipiie... im happy! so hard to find suitable frame spec for me. so far only this and the others one is the butterfly frame. ( can see from my older post). want to change my hair into curly also.. but still dunno yet! now only using the curler! and it is so hard and irritating... i am still not proo to use the curler! hiks



Wuaaaaaaaaaaaaa, its new month already. and it is November... it means left one month and i will be 22 years old. huhuhu so old already,but still dunt have anything to be proud of.

22 years old for me is already kind of warning age to think more serious abt future. Working and earn money is my purpose of my life now. I am not money oriented but money is important for me. for wat? 1st is for my parents, 2nd for my maid taht already take care of me since i was baby and i want to buy a ticket for her to Mekkah! HAHA I dunt knw when it will be happen. 3rd is for my further studies. i think maybe i will go overseas to get my master. i am considering either Australia or America. but this one depends lha, if i go time or not. i am already so old, haha then the 4th is for my personal savings. hahaha i think all it is just a dream that so hard to be real. haha

Now im doing my part time job at 1a Crispy Puff at Taka. hua.. so tired man! but fun also. But dunt think that i can get know youngster there... haha mostly all my friends there are auntie and uncle. We every time eat together during break. and they are so surprise see me eat so little. they thot either im on dieting or maybe so poor, thats why no money to buy food haha.

there is one Malay kakak, who work there also with me. She is a nice person. Teaching me all the things. some more she a bit wondering why i want to work at here. she said taht im sweet, cute , pretty and charming, not suitable for this work., and better to get part time as a model. haha walau e.. modelll how come huh? haha i am also learning to fold the puff. 1stly i cannt at all and keep learning with the unused fla. the 3rd days i already showing improvement! yeaahhh !!!! then now i can help them also to do the puff and cashiering. haha dunt worry, im so clean!!!! evrtime touch the money then i will wash my hand and then help to do the puff. Being hygienics is so important.

my puffs... notices that my folding skill is improving!!! Yey!

hua.. im so sleepy.. i think i will continue my sleep a while. cz today my Ex sister will take photo shoot of me!!!! for her project!!! hahaha

Pizzaria

Rite PIZZA

No mood to blog.. haha will update soon...but this pizza was NICE ... buy 1 get 1 free...ya i knw, im stingy ,always looking for the cheapest stuffs ( if can) but it should be still GOOD and WORTH IT!!!

okok thats all.. no strength..

..........................( imagine the dot is the one from the hospital, to monitor the heart rates and sound " tuttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt")

Photofunia..

i think i am not the one who playing with this photofunia. i saw a lot of ppl and my friends already play with this photFUNNNNNNNIA... hahaha

my bff azelia a.k.a. Ake, was creating a new blog and i was volunteering to make it her blog nicer. then Tadahhhhhhhh this all from photofunia.

She and her bf. I dunt knw why, she dunt want to put her bf face in this picture. so i remove this picture and created a new one. She said want the purplish color, a bit blue, green, etc.. i dunt knw how to create it. haha

Second ones, is this one, its looks like the Britney Spears Banner in the " LUCKY" songs. haha i also try to add poem, cz i feel there is a huge empty space on the right. iN THE END, SHE ALSO REJECTED!, said taht too much picture, but the poem NICE,SO KEEP IT!

The third ones is when she was jogging. haha actually i found this pic so nice, and match with the tittle of the blog" secret of life" . can u see the expressions, that she give ? hahaha then i decided to put this on her header. hahaha and i persuade her to not remove it. hahahaha

Lastly, hihihihihi, im also try to create this one, and it comes up, so NICE. haha already send to him, and he saw it already. hahahahaha like usual , his reaction only.....FLAT!!! " i already saw.u nothing to do meh?" :)
ps: no offense !!!,if this pic distracting and if there is anyone dunt like this pic, ya... dunt open my blog! :) hehe so easy!

hUA.. TODAY will going out with MANAVI, to clarkquay. She want to try the "CLINIC" AT 7PM. Somemore it is raining wholeday long......... i feel lazy to go out. haha

FYI: i havent shower abt 2 days! huahhahauhuahuhahuauahahauhuah i knw i knw, it is disgusting! but, im not sweating, not smelly, so no need to shower just brushed teeth and washed face are enough. Also those 2 days, never go anywhere... and also WHO WANT TO SMELL ME! haha WATER IS PRECIOUS..... that is my excuse.. haha

Tommorow, is my 1st Flea bazaar... so excited! hope it will goes well....

KOMMT!KOMMT!KOMMT! KOMMEN SIE HIERHER!!!

House bunny, FOODS, and others

Yesterday, i watched HOUSE BUNNY!!! yeah, i knw its kinda too late. i heard from a lot of my friends said that the show was so nice and is not like wat they think before( dirty and lame jokes, only sexual scene, only showed boobs and others sexual things! hah
a) referring to all the movies that ANA Faris, usually act it. Before that we headed to OJOLALI ayam bakar, at Lucky pLaza. i ordered mix vegetables with peanut sauce ( gado-gado) which is so.... Ahemm! Not nice. haha and Priska ordered the ayam bakar.. which is i try.. hmm ok not so bad..

I think ayam penyet ria nicer than this one, i dunt knw why, but hmm i prefer Ria than this one.

House bunny

http://www.thehousebunny.com/#/home

i loved this movie so much! dunno why, i just like this movie. feel not regret watch this movie. Actually Priska and me thinking to watch Indonesian Movie " Oh Baby" which is like musical movie, letsss say.. the mix of High School Musical and Step up!!! haha in the end we just watched House bunny (Cz i dunt want to feel regretted later and feel waste my money,if watch Oh Baby,sorry arhh.. but i still like Indonesia Movie!!!) which is a lottt my friends said NICE. and..... the result is YAP! IT WAS NICE. i like the story line, scene, even the scene so girly ( where they having make-over) and common. i like the casts also, expecially KATHRINE Mcphee,hmm i dunno why she must act become the pregnant girl. haha but still HOT!! AND PRETTY!

A twenty-seven year old Playboy bunny, Shelly Darlington (Anna Faris), is kicked out of the Playboy mansion due to her age. Subsequently, she stumbles upon the Greek Row of a university and becomes the house mother of a sorority. However, the sorority sisters are characterised as social outcasts, something the ex-bunny plans to fix.

i love the songs that are playing in the movie!!! The movie also featured songs by artists such as The All-American Rejects "I Wanna Touch You", Altered Images "Happy Birthday", Rihanna "Take A Bow", The Pussycat Dolls "When I Grow Up", Ashlee Simpson "Boys", Metro Station "Shake It", The Cab "I'll Run", Boys Like Girls "The Great Escape", The Ting Tings "Shut Up And Let Me Go", Ingrid Michaelson "Be Ok", Phantom Planet and Avril Lavigne "Girlfriend". (wikipedia source)

about this movie, seems like most likely guys more interested on stupid girls. hahah why arh? but i think some of guys also prefer the smart girls. i found in the real life, if guys like the stupid girls, it might be because of their appearances. haha so sorry guys, no offenses. haha but somehow there are also guys who really looking for a smart girls. but i think rare, isn't it? Why guys dunt want if the girls more superior than them, more smart , and more and more? maybe mostly guys want to be more superior and capable of doing anything because they feel that they are stronger than us! haha ya ya ya some parts maybe, i accepted.
haha My mom also always said to me, dunt too smart and capable to do everything alone. Later guys , will find so comfort beside u, and become lazy! ALAMAKKKKKK.. even my mom said taht!

NONONONONO! I WILL NOT HEAR WHAT MY MOM SAID AND TOLD ME!!! HAHA i must capable of doing anything. haha even i know that there are still parts that i think should guys handle it. haha

Next 30th i will watch this movie, after workin maybe.... THE COFFIN, HAHAHA it is Thai horor movie, but KAREN MOK, act also. haha i think it is should be nice, because i like thai horor movie. haha





Millions believe that lying down in a coffin is a part of the death-before-dying ritual to prolong one’s life by playing dead. Chris (Ananda Everingham), an architect who is extremely claustrophobic but with hope to lengthen Mamiko’s (Aki Shibuya), his girlfriend’s life, Chris decides to overcome his fear by being in the coffin. Zoe (Karen Mok), a nutritionist, takes care of her health religiously. However, only 2 weeks before marrying her fiancé (Andrew Lin), Zoe finds out that she’s in the final stage of lung cancer. Zoe then runs away to Thailand and discovers the coffin ceremony and decides to participate in order to save her own life. After the two participated in the coffin ritual, the spine-chilling story follows. Chris and Zoe are confronted by a series of paranormal and terrifying incidents. Both might have to sacrifice their lives to unfold the truth.
(http://filmasia.blogspot.com/2008/08/coffin-thailand-2008.html)
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it is not called NARSISTIC

NOTICED MY NOSE LOOKS A BIT SHARPER AND LIKE HAVE LINES... HEHE

CHICKEN WINGS AND SPINACH TOFU.... oISHIIII DESU!!!!

Yeah i love food but i dunt want to getting fat!!! haha... still struggling to loose 5 kg more.. like Priska said, if want to start DIETING, better just shut up and dunt keep said" i think next week, tommorow, etc.. i will start on diet" hahaha she said confirm it will ruined.

ANYONE LIKE chicken Intestine?? hmmm me DONT LIKE! SO SMELLY LIKE A HELL.. HAHA.. joking lha... i like chicken feet better than this intestine. This intestine is not for me.. but for THIS GIRL!!!! sIAO! EAT this intestien so much! haha some more, it is expensive. haha quite ex. haha

i like this kuieh better ... haha it called Kueh APE... SO YUMMY...all this stuffs i get from Jakarta, when my sis went back! haha

hua.. i took so long to post this blog. why? it is because the bloody hell of my internet connection!!! i dunt knw why.. errrrmmmm or maybe cz i havent renew my internet contract? but i still pay the monthly fee.. so what!!? are they like purposely do this, and trying to get me to renew my contract soon? ya ya ya, if they also provide me a good gift, such as HDTV! haha then i will renew it! haha

Oh ya.... on last Tuesday, i was having this gathering dinner with the 1A curry puffs, staff and bozzz, for their appreciation of the mooncake festival last September. haha the food damn nice, expecially the PORK RIBS WITH MANTHOU... ( Seranggon North ave1, 153a, GHEE HONG, 1A KOPITIAM)huaa so nice.. but must behave mah! cannt so griddy... haha cz i was seat with the bozz le.. not nice! hahaha but also its already so late, cannt eat too much!!! haha ON DIET TINE!!!! ON DIET!!! PLZ REMEMBER! HAHA. miss them liao... cannt get the boz pics le, so i just put the i have. maybe next time i will ask others to send me the mooncake fest pics.

my signature Yam raisin mooncake.. hahaha

SIAO! SUDDENLY MY LAPTOP SHUT DOWN UNEXPECTEDLY... MAKE ME SOOOOOOO PISSED OFF.. LUCKY, ALL THE WORDS HERE,WAS SAVED AUTOMATICALLY. fIUH...

ps: 140302 miss u so much.. hope to meet u soon..