New Year 2011

Happy NEW YEAR 2011

I knw its kinda too late to post this blog, but really , my internet connection on my office is damn lousy and sometimes i just get stress and fed up.... haha hope in Feb , my internet connection at my office can be okay and faster ( ask my account colleague to upgrade the bandwidth of our office)

celebrate new year @Regi place at Park Royal Apartment Jakarta

REGI THE HOST

Cindy with his new hair clip.. okay she can get high and crazy and so funny at the same time!

My Man and I
okay, this pic is really so rare, FYI my Man dunt like to take pic, haiz i think he dunno if i m so often take pic. haha ( will share little bit of how i knw and met up with my new Man.. and i hope this is for the last, cz im so tiring about guy)

It was just pretty , nice and safe New Year Eve 2011 , and FYI it was my 1st sleepover at my fren house, i never ever sleepover before due to my strict overprotected parents, haha but i think now no worries because now i get older and know waht to do and not to do..... :)

Homemade cooking

This is what i will doing when i got free time...

Please enjoy my homemade soya bean milk with grassjelly.....

Mango Jelly Cocktails...

all these recipe is very easy to make... u just need to be patient to put all the jelly a layer to another.....

MEEKO..

Plz welcome my new family members.... MEEKO.... see how tiny he was when 3 months old on march 2010 till now December 2010..

He got some problem on his skin thats why need to cut all his hair.. so pity.. become so ugly..

Family potrait

I kiss u and u kiss me

I feel like having a baby now.....

Hello again

Its been so long long time since im not blogging.. i think my last post stated that i want to blog more often but sometimes just so lazy.

i tell u why im so lazy to blog

1. i need new lappie or PC or any gadget that can help me to blog with big RAM... haha recently my lappie not in the good condition and i think he need to retired soon... maybe i can say my lappie is in COMMA. haha how about PC? yeah my pc in my office so nice but sorry dorry strawbery i wanna say that internet connection in Indon so sucks...

2. INTERNET CONNECTION SO BAD
now im staying in jakarta, Indonesia.. and i cant complain that in here the internet connection still slow comparing while im in spore. While im in Spore i already find that the internet connection also slow,means in Indo soooooo SLOW... haha

3. Too busy
im not saying that im so busy until i cannt do anything. Yes, i still can pamper myself, yes i can still have fun even its little bit and yes , i still can go GYM. But overall ya, my work now are so HECTIC. sometimes i even dunno who is my boss.. ( as long i got good pay is no problem...:) hehe)

4. My life somemore quite complicated, so do my relationship
Yes, i think my last post is on March, means i think on those time i had done my relationship with him. and a lot things happen after that and so many things in my thought. i think i need an assistant to do my blog and i just told my story and let him or her write on my blog. haha

Actually i found some of my frens like to read my rubbish post.. haha once time my fren ask me why im not blog often, he likes to read my rubbish and found quite entertaining.. ( wahh he so silly)
recently, one of my cousin also ask me why im not blog any longer... and i told this pretty little teenage girl that i dunt have time to blog . She told me she like the way im posting the picture and told the story about it. hmmm thank you

i think now its time to start to blog again.....hope i can blog more often then before...

THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO LIKES TO READ MY BLOG

stay tuned in my blog and just hope there are a lot of posting after this. CAOOOOOOOO

Sister...

my sis knocked at my door and asked whether im hungry or not. and i told that im kinda hungry but not really... cz i just had my dinner " leftover pasta " that my sis cooked the other day. i knw its not filling, but i just eat it. then she decided to cook an instant noodle oh yeah not AN INSTANT NOODLE which is a packet but combined with 2 packets of instants beehoon.... huahahaha so total will be 3 packets. LOL. i knw its so much... i ask her why she cooked so much.. and she only replied that confirm i will took some. YES sister! u ar RITE! HUAHAHAHA.. so end up we had this meal together.. and guessed... almost the noodle she ate by herself.. and im so shock....haha

u see my sister face.. haha so funny.. i think she kinda bloated but she still can finish it. haha she told me , her friends keep asked her why she still looks quite petite and not so fat and my sister cannt answer it. and i told her that all the calories that she will keep in her boobs and butt. huahahaha
i just a lil bit envy for those people who can have a huge meal but still their figure still petite.... small like the food just passing by and never stopped at the stomach and just go into the butt... huahahhaa

these are my sister snacks attacks... she told me these are her snacks for this weeks... huahahaha to acc her doing her project....

these snacks really nice... i tried before and quite cheap somemore... im thinking to send this snacks to my bf to Sydney... haha so he can save his money there... and somemore can be for my gifts for our next monthniverssary.... <3<3<3

Hello

HELLO... WELCOMIN BACK TO ME... TO MY BLOG... LOL:
i try not to be lazy for now.... I HOPE SO... BUT SEE HOW...:p

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my BFF try to persuade me to continue blogging … but I dunno why those last hmm I think it was almost half year I never write anything. Actually, I already want to start to continue to write my blog but I just lazy to type. and here is tadaaaahhhhh my new post for march 2010. haha
A lot of things happened in my life, there is someone go someone come, there is something old and turns to be brand new and till there is some good and bad things happen in my life. What I learned from last year in general is the “ try to find my true happiness in my life” which turns quite bad ( oh yeah …. Last year I broke up twice WTF and I kinda feel all my effort was useless :( so no more crying for that creature called GUY! BOY! Or MAN!) and if I want to be more specific i try to be more matured in certain ways of relationship especially for my current bf now….and try to be more independent and keep busying with myself so im not really thinking of my relationship.

What I believe now is God created human being in such a beautiful ways and gifted. I knw human being is a social cannt live without each other and need accompanion but, we should understand and know that actually human being is alone. Just think when we were born, we born alone ( except twins I guessed) so we should be ready if we nobody beside us. For me I think I need to accept the condition that I always in the long distance relationship, I just dunno why , I kinda used to it. I knw its hard but I quite enjoy it, even sumtimes I can feel the loneliness but I still can take it. And for now my relationship is more in the serious stages( ok this i=one I just hope its really serious lol) , I, in the middle of my process to fully accept and love my BF, and I hope it works well. Hehe I just dunt want in the middle of my process to love somebody and accept the why who he is suddenly no wind no rain then break up.. I can really get pissed of it. ( okay.. FYI, I still cannt get over of sumthin.. not because the “ someone” but the things that ends up surprisingly shocking me till hmm not death but I think just like if went to emergency unit. Wkwkwkw)

Because im alone nt means that my bf not thinking about me( okay.. I just hoping he thinking about me.. haha ) . Sometimes I kinda feel is my bf really have that feeling for me or not? Is he missing me or not? Or is he ever kinda thinking about me? I m not sure about all those kind but im sure he will. He is so far away( Sydney and its 3 hours diff from Singapore) and I think he kind of routine guy. Haha I slightly knw when he will wake up, take lunch, dinner, off to campus or back from campus , what he is doing on his free time and till arnd 10 pm he will off to bed and will text me. I knw its kinda boring but I feel that soon or later if I decided to be with him it will be like that and I believe all guys is like that…. Will have their monotonous routines of life and we .. woman should be clever and try to seek of their attention but plz try to avoid all those noise and nonsense things or u will be end up with “ annoying gf ever “ to them.

Sometimes when guys already get us and get our heart they ar sumtimes forget to maintain the relationship. Woman is naturally want to be loved and care , in the other hand , the bf that already seems busy with their works or activities sometimes forget that his gf need a attention not only a STATUS that said” U AR MY GF”. I knw its kinda cheesy when we read shout on fb or kind of romantic story on web or blog or whatever it is and we ( woman) just hoping that we are the subject in that post… and even sometimes we can feel envy for those who have romantic times with their gf or bf. Hehe so for all the guys.. hei I tell u… treat ur gf carefully with tender and care, give them a lil praise and all thos nonsence sentence such as” u are the best ger I ever had”,” I think ur daddy is roberer cz he robbed my heart for u” “ I just want to stare at ur eyes, cz ur eyes as bright as the star”. “ do I need lock ur heart? Cz I scared to loose u….”

WOWWWW SOOOOO LOL…. So chezzzzyy.. haha but I like it! It can be spices for ur relationship to be more flowery and full of sparkles…. hihihi

For me for now… I just try to keep in mind that my bf is sayang and care for me, I knw he cannt show it of ( cz we in distance) for nw but I just hope soon… wahhh I think my post full of hoping and wish… haha yap!

Human being should have faith and hope for something so they can be more spirit full to face this cruelty world.

She promised to herself that she will not crying

She promised to herself that she will not crying


Look at the girl rite here….
Yes, she is crying
Crying silently and quietly
Hiding under her blanket and pillow
She knows this kind of things will happen soon
She knows this kind of situation will happen to her soon or later
She promised to herself that she will not crying

She has brave heart
She has strong heart
She is trying to be cool and calm
Still… She promised to herself that she will not crying

But she just a girl

Girl who has weak heart
Girl who wants to hide her true feeling
Girl who just wants to act like nothing will happen to her
Still…She promised to herself that she will not crying

She is just a girl who need boy
Boy who can be with her in any kind of situation
Boy who can be with her when she need him
Boy who can be with her when she need shoulder to cry on
Still… she promised to herself that she will not crying

She needs more than a boy
She needs a MAN rather than a boy
Man who can manly protect her
Man who can manly support her
Man who can manly love her
Still… she promised to herself that she will not crying

Now the time is coming…
The Man that she loves will be away
The man that she just tried to know will be away
The man that she just tried to understand will be away
She know it; she realized it
And she promised to herself that she will not crying

Her Man will be away
Away for a while
A while for something
Something for a reason
Reason to be ready
Ready for his future
Her Man know that he will leave His Girl
and he promised to his girl that he will be coming back again to her
His Girl know that Her Man will leave her
And she promised to herself that she will not crying


In the end
she is just a girl that will crying when she knows that she will be apart
in the end
she is just a girl that will crying when she noticed her man will be in distance
in the end
she is just a girl that will crying when she doesn’t know when she will meet her man again.

Soon or later she will cry…
She is crying now….
Tears that she try to holds and hides from
In the end she couldn’t holds and hides anymore
Even she promised to herself that she will not crying

(For now on....
she will promised to herself that she will not crying no more
she will just right here waiting for his man to come back for her)



-Coralline (040110)-

RANDOM

I knw its quite sometimes i never blogging.. never post anything... yap my life lately a bit sucky.. haha i dunt want to talk about love for rite now cz i haven't cure yet! hmm its really hard for me.. still shock for what happened to me lately.. but still i will cheerish all those moment that we had been goin through. will never feel regret that prince had been there for me.. and know prince im really glad.

Lucky me.. i will be fly to LA on tuesday... i can call it HEARTBROKEN GATEWAY.. haha again?? haha why im so unlucky about love. haha but nice rite?my heart break but i can go travel to US. hahaha hope everything gonna find there.. i wish...

hmm and lately i want to thx for sum1 that unexpectedly come into my life and make my life abit happy.. i hope i can know abt him better. This is really unexpected! UNEXPECTED!

SO i just want to say... THANK YOU for COMIN INTO MY LIFE... and give a light to my sorrowness....

nice song:)

I Never Knew Love -- by LOvie Poe

I open my eyes, only to see
Just how sad this world could be
That I often cry alone… ohh

I look at the sky, longing to see
There’s a chance out there for me
For my heart to be set free

My friends had say that it’s ok
When rainbow’s fade in clouds of gray
But in my heart I know someday
True happiness will come my way

I never knew love till I found you
I’s magic in your smile
Never knew love till I saw you lookin’ in my eyes
And suddenly our sadness disappears
True love has fin’lly shown its smilin’ eyes on me

I’m searching the skies hopin’ to see
If there’s someone out there for me
Who will set my poor heart free

No ones believe that love was just a fairytale
But each time you hold me
Those fairytales come true… on you

its OVER again

Another brokenhearted!
but i know i think it is better for us
i am glad we are not blame each other but we laugh together when we broke up.
i will cherish all the happy and lovely moments that i spent with you
Glad that we still can out together and spend time..
no matter what we are now... i was glad to know you and ever be with you.
bestfriend yes we are , i hope i can... like wat you want....