free time

Another project that i was doing today.. hehe i've got this inspiration from my fren after i done " secret door" movie poster. because one of the, keep make fun of me.. so make this for him. this pic was taken when he went back to Sydney...( dunno why he must bring matress there hahaha ) i knw deep inside his heart he was so down and sad and kind of dilema to leave Jakarta to be back to his real life in Sydney...

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Today i was so free and i managed to browse all this kind of new application to make our photo more fun. If u want to get a magazine looks just check out this cool website

http://www.magmypic.com/


This is so fun...
tadaahhhhh what i did for my pics is turn so nice.. :)

Not forget to add my prince pics also.. wow.. i dunno why i just find he was looks so cool and handsome in this pic.. his smile so nice and make me melting... huahaha

the rest were our friend pics haha this application really make me addictive

sometimes when i was so free i will doing more than this.. haha but my lazyness always distract me :)

ps: I MISS PRINCE SO MUCH

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" I will always be there for u...."

Editing by using some tools from website is so much fun.. i was photoshoping some prince pics and turns so nice. oh yeah i was using http://www.dumpr.net/ and adobe photoshop also :)

Check out on that site and u can play with ur photoS. Make ur pics Fun and Antique.

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Actually i found another web for make a movie poster, but after i use it turns so bad. the proportion turns not well so i decide just do manually using adobe photoshop. hmm i think too much word and some of words are wrong.. haha but nvm this is just waht i do when i want to kill my time...

this pics taken when prince and all his fren came to Singapore and we went to Sentosa. i took this pics by asking price and his friends to pose. Actually i want the scariest pose but it turned out like this. hahaha

The wedding

i was wondering why the photographer took this ugliest pose on me. hahaha but somehow i feel so funny.. see my face like that. hahaha this was when make up session when i become bridesmaid of my lovely cousin. I was remember i didnt have enuf sleep that nite and must woke up arnd 3 am. and reached the salon arnd 3.30 am. hmmmm become brides was so troublesome... envy those men side, the groom that no need to do this all the make-up things...

see my face looks like i was so envy with my sis who was getting married. hahah SO UGLY me... haha

Lovely cousin and my naughty cute nieces

This is my sister.. huahaha bluff.. this is my aunty... haha looks so young but actually she got 3 sons and all already grown up like this

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Tadahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
( the oldest one is in Spore took Diploma In NAFA)

QUITE HOT AND SEXY ISN'T SHE?? HEHE
Okay.. this one so silly.. my mum want to recall all her memories.. so faster i loooking for the cake sword from the cake person and grab my father to do this. haha my father so shy.. but i manage to take their pics. hahaha

Congrats sis... finally ............ wish u all the best for ur marriage and thx for asking me for being ur bridesmaid.

posed with my mum and dad

i was like to playing with this dress. hahaha the slayer i can put on my head and become like this. hahahaha so fun...feel like a bit Iranian ppl . ahahha

this is the best men... i think i was looks so big comparing to him. huahahaha he is my cousin in law bestfren. ( hmmm i think i really need to work out and start on diet.. hayahhh im looks so GROSS... haha)

With another lovely cousin. they are the siblings of the bride.

Bestman and Bridemaid photo session

they asked to give the natural or silly pose.. and when they count 1. 2. 3 then i just shocked them huahuahuauuahua

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OKay.. i just received this pic from my cousin.. hahaha guess what?? actually i was noticed when they put the lens towards me... hahaha but i pretend dunno.. haha and i ACT.. huahahahaha but i dunno the result it turns so NATURAL.. haha and for me quite perfect. hahaha u see clearly on my lips.. i really make those act lips hahaha.. want to feel to have sexier lips.
huhauhauuaha

Moment w/u

I was used to have long distance relationship before. And i was kinda dunt have any problem with that. but for now... having this LDR is so hard for me. i dunno why, but i often feel lonely if he is not here with me. Haiz.... i think i really love prince so much and i scared to loose him.

Actually no need to be worried to much, cz i knw i can count and trust him so much. Somemore there a lot of technologies that can use for us to interact with each other. hahah but the matter is the TIME... yeahhh the time.... sometimes we couldnt meet each other because our time is not match . Haizzz last few days ago or hmm i think past weeks ago, when i was still in my hometown, i can feel not secure and keep missing prince. Actually we almost everytime see each other and spend time, but i just feel not enuf. hahaha and sometimes i was grumbling to him , throw all my tantrums to him, being emotional affected and show all those act that i think he can also mad at me. huahahaha but in the end i found... thats all because my cycle of menstruation coming SUDDENLY... LOL.... hahahaha i keep denied when he told me" ehh ur menses coming is it?" and i replied" no leh... still so far far away.."
hahahahhaha

But, i m glad that prince was so patient with my emotion. THX u darling.

i love u

i miss those moment when he came here, suprised me with his MAGIC appreance ( u gave me suprise, and actually by the same time, i post sumthin to u also for surprise.lol)
. haha i couldnt imagine that all his friends and his fams also hide this plan towards me. haha i couldnt believe his mom also ask his sis, not to spell out this suprise plan. hahaha cute Mum and thx u aunt....ya.... he came to Spore and shocked me, and i really get shocked and couldn;t believe it. He made it and its prove that he really loves me.

His coming was make me knw the reason why he asked me not to go to Malaysia. But sorry, i bought the tix already and readers... do u knw what? secretly after he knw i bought the tix already and he came to sg, i was planning to buy tix for him also ( thinking that the tix for gift also hehe for our 2nd months together) , so in the morning when he havent woke up i secretly, grab his back and looking for his passport. huahuaha and i found it. hmmmm, UNLUCKLY me, this Mlaysia tix suprise was unsuccessful due to my lovely cute sexy fren who stay there chat with prince, and she asked abt our trip to Malaysia. hahaha i looked at the conversation and keep sayang " why u so stupiddddddddddddddd" hahahaha" dunt be stupid dun be stupid" until she realize it was surprise. haha in the end i told prince that i bought tix for him ( it was because keep asking me, why i keep saying my fren SO STUPID UNTIL LIKE MAD if there is no reason behind it. haha) but he was insist to pay me back..... hahaha so sweet lha u... thx u darlin.... actually now my economic status not really in the good way. US. trip will coming and i must prepare for all the cost included shopping etc arnd 3k in Sin dolar or maybe 4 k in sin Dolar. haizzzzzzzz so expensive. But i think my saving should be enuf and will still have balance. hehehe

U are my Sunshine after The Rain

Shopping w/ mom

Today was quite busy for myself. Working so troublesome but still Ok. After work i was meeting my mum at Orchard and we were doing some shopping activity. huahahahahah and i went to WATSONS.... my fav personal store to bought this:

masks... for my face and eyes. haizzz i feel like ZOMBIE nowadays..... and the dark circle is there.... stuck on my face... and make feel that i am almost like PANDA and ZOMBIE. hayahhhh actually i knw that this type of eye mask is nonsence if u not take care urself and have proper sleep. hahaha but nvm... just stick it to my eyes and will do... i hope miracle MIRACLE FOR MY EYES...... ( wink***)

Next was my differin cream.. wohooo im so happy....why? because this cream actually need doc prescription if u want to purchase. but i ask the person there, how about if ppl from overseas and want to buy. and the person told that provide paspor and ticket. suddenly my brain do some works.... hahahahha i ask my mum to come by near the watsons there and help me to show her pasppor and ticket. Huaaa lucky my mum was bring along her passport and ticket. hehehe i am so happy..... oh ya.. i purchase 2 tubes. but one of them got 10 percent discount because on Dec 2009 will expired. hehehe then i thot its okay. cz i am using everyday.. and i dunt have any stock for this cream anymore. I am happy also because if i need to buy this cream i must go back to Natioanl Skin Center and meet the doctor and will cost me about 100 ++ bucks. Somemore, the doctor only prescribe me products that sell on WATSONS and only this cream . I remember that time , first tome saw this doctor and the doctor said" i think nothing wrong with ur face".

Haizzzz i think maybe the person who come there is in serious condition and need the real dermatology expert to solve their skin problem. hahaha i admit when i went there , all the patients were in serious pimples and scars. hehe

Oh ya.. forget to tell about the use of cream. this cream can use for scar , remove the black scar after u squezzes ur NASTY IRRITATING PIMPLES , peeling, and hmmm i think can make face brighther. hehehe its proven by me....!!!!!! this is GOOD SKIN PRODUCT.

bought this novel. i think quite interesting. hehehe im act like so pro ..... like person who really like books. hahaha but i remember since primary i dunt like read comic but i prefer to read novel. and i read my cousin novel and all were romance theme. hahahah
This novel is about a teenage girl who suddenly can see ghost , supernatural things, raise he dead, etc. She is a walking experiment.and the experiment become so scary and threaten the experimenter.
( hmmm quite interesting rite? hmmm i like some ghost and supernatural story... i am looking for something like " Ghost Whisperer" my fav tv shows)

in the end.. TADAHHHHHHHHH, i bought this one for my mum. so long she say she want LONGCHAMP BAG.... the basic ones( actually i have 2 pcs already, one is the limited edition" the number 2605" which i left in Jakarta so she can using it and other is the big red folding bag) but my mum felt so tempted about this bag. so i grab her to the LONGCHAMP STORE and ask her whether she want the POUCH ( she told me the pouch will be use for her savings books, cheque , small document) or the bag. i knw she want the folding bag also, but i prefer the one that unfold but the type is almost like the folding bag. In the end, she choose the pouch that in gold editions. the normal pouch ( the material is same like the folding bag) is 89 bucks and this Gold edition is 109 bucks. and i was thinking just bought the Gold edition , cz it is nicer and better and not so much diff. cz in the end we also can claim for GST. hehe my mum insist want to pay but i said no need... hahaha...I PAY!!!!LOL. i think as long my mum used it and like it its doesnt matter how it will cost me. huahahaha hmm actually no lha, its depends on my money and salary also. haha so..
Congrats MUM u got what u want!

Mooncake fest will coming and this year i will take part again. Anyone want to JOIN me?? it will be on Takashimaya from 17 Sept until 4 Oct 2009.

i love u

Prince Sprain his NECK

Went to Prince place and hang out there..... so nice to spend wit his fam. Poor things for him , he got sprain on his neck.... so after went to my place and fetch my mum to gym and took my mum birthday cake...we went back to his place to ask his mum to do some TCM (Traditional Chinese Medication) to make his neck better.

Wow his mum so pro... she got TCM certificate somemore.

Prince got hurt when his mum put sumthin like" sucker" to make the wind from the body out.

x-ray lighting.... to make the hurtin part become hot .... howww i want i want i think i want that lamp. hahahaha his mum told that cannt stare directly to the light cz can make eyes hurtin.

in the end prince ask for somemore... hehehehe love u darling.. get well soon ok.....

So , we had our dating on his place tgther with all his sister also.. haha and have dinner there.... we had ABANG CHICKEN SATAY.... hmmm so delicious... it was so Jakrta street food taste.. and not forget his mum homemade sambal chilli that was so SHOCK!!!! HUAAA SO NICE.....i love it...thx u darling and auntyyyyy..... i love ur sambal chilli( hope to bringback to Spore haha)
Oh ya, before that his sister and me was having barbie doll activity... hahahaha she curl my hair with the curler.. wowww... hahahhaha so much FUN!!!! ( forget to take pic.. haizzz)

what i can say .. our dating was just so fun even it was only at home.....the important things is i can be with u and have those quality moment with u...
thank you

Finally

I'M BACK!!!!! WOHOOOO

Finally i can upload pictures on my blog!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!

to Love, to Forgive and to Forget

love is somethin that sometimes sound so real, happy and everything is just so unbelievable. when u feel love means that u already reached certain kind of relationship levels.

For me, love is just not so easy like so easy when i said and told someone that i love him. Perhaps, it was just a safe word to let him know that i love someone so much. But when i feel that i really love someone, i will feel so down and drop into the level of sadness that can make mood so irritating. cannt feel my appetite, even close my eyes, to relax myself from the stressfulness, i couldn't do that. MEANS.. i really love this person.

So far, from my last relationship before, i dunno why for now.. i just feel a bit insecure, feel so afraid of lost this person. i just scared that this person will leave me .... maybe now i really feel in love after few years back.... my process of loving someone sounds so sucks and now really came true and turn so fast and i got this feeling that i couldn't explain

yeah... Love is so complicated.. no wonder a lot of ppl in this world craving for love but also, some of them dunt want to be in love. Why? because love is so complicated and if u are not ready to feel the hurt and pain , u better stay away from love.

Love is like our daily meal. Everyone need love to each other ...but love between man and woman is the most complicated . It needs two person in the relationship to sail the boat... to fly the plane ( hmm i think now have AUTOPILOT.. lol), to drive the car( OK THIS NONSENCE haha), not just like one person who in charge of everything and one of them is the worker.

Understanding and trust is the precious things in "love". How u can love the person unconditionally if u ar not understand each other? Trust.. trust is also important. We can maintain our relationship by trust each other. If u already consistent and sure that u love someone so much... u must trust him or her. Because the person that u trust is ur soulmate. U knw him or her better than the others and the important is this is ur bf /gf . So if u think u really in love with ur bf/ gf better to TRUST and believe that he or she will never try to hurt ur feeling.

Forgive and Forget of what he or she did and take it for your lesson to make this ship stronger and stronger. This is the path of our life.. no matter what we have been hurt by someone just try to forgive and forget.

Maybe it sounds so easy to forgive and forget, but the fact perhaps it need time to think, then to decide to forgive and forget.

Just think for ourself... for our benefits of life. We are just live once at a time, dunt make "enemies". Think that we will change for the sake of someone that we love , someone that we really care and the most important is we want to change to become a better person .

Think that what we have been through is the process of of life and it is the meaning to live in this world.

The pain is just the starter to achieve the greatest amount of happiness.

i'm sorry

I know there's really nothin left to say.just know i'm here wherever u need me. and i will wait for u.

take ur time i won't go anywhere, i will be there for u and i hope u find everything u need.
and i will be here waiting to see, u find urself to come back to me.

i will wait for u, cz i dunno what else i can do.
Dont tell me i ran out of time, if it takes the rest of my life.
if u thinkin i am fine, it just not true. i really NEED U in my life. no matter what i have to do.


forgive me, of what i did to u.
promise that i will never hurt ur feeling
I LOVE U
this is my promise ti u that i make for u tonite..

I MISS U